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You've got to hand it to Holtz... (spoilers) -- The Last Jack, 12:42:20 05/14/02 Tue

The guy sees things through to the end. In the name of justice (and later revenge), he chased Angel across time and space, spent close to two decades in the worst of all hell dimensions, and at the end of his life, even when he realized revenge brought him no sense of pleasure or satisfaction, he still stuck it to Angel one final time. I am also impressed that he seemed to realize the monster he had become. He believed he would be sent to hell for his actions with Connor, yet even in death he couldn't give up revenge, throwing away any chance of redemption he might have had with his letter. We all have something to atone for, as Doyle once said, and Holtz blew his last chance for that.

[> A couple of questions/comments -- Masq, 13:10:01 05/14/02 Tue

"He believed he would be sent to hell for his actions with Connor"

Where did you get this impression? Can you remember/paraphrase a line of dialogue that gave it to you?

"throwing away any chance of redemption he might have had with his letter.

It seemed to me he through away his chance at redemption by framing Angel with the fake vampire bite on his neck. The letter, if Connor ever got it, was kind and showed openness towards Angel. Problem is, because of the neck bite, Connor probably won't ever see it. I suppose it was meant to get Angel's hopes up to torment Angel when Connor rejects him and tries to kill him again.

[> [> Re: A couple of questions/comments -- alcibiades, 13:18:12 05/14/02 Tue

Holtz tells Justine as she is killing him wtte of that she can't follow him to hell this time either.

[> [> [> Re: A couple of questions/comments -- Sofdog, 13:37:57 05/14/02 Tue

Holtz said that he wasn't asking her to follow him to Hell, just to help send him there when she balked at killing him.

[> [> [> [> Re: A couple of questions/comments -- alcibiades, 13:51:49 05/14/02 Tue

Thanks for the correction -- it is hard to quote accurately at work.

And it is the same point. Holtz is fully expecting to go to hell as soon as Justine pokes him with her pointy stick.

Which is interesting symbolically given the implied S&M eroticism of their affair over the previous months whether or not it was "consummated" before the moment that Justine kills Holtz.

[> [> Answers to your questions. -- The Last Jack, 13:56:34 05/14/02 Tue

Holtz commented that he would be sent to hell when Justine killed him. I took this to mean that he knew what he did to Angel and Connor was really wrong, and thus believed himself damned.

As for your other question/comment, I was trying to say exactly what you said. Unfortunatly, I worded my sentence wrong lol. I meant to say that his actions (fake vampire bites, framing Angel for his death) invalidated the letter he wrote, hence he threw away his chance for redemptions, which in this case was the letter he wrote.

Hope that explains everything.

[> [> [> Re: Answers to your questions. -- yabyumpan, 16:17:20 05/14/02 Tue

I haven't actually seen the ep yet so don't know how it plays out but while I think that setting up the situation where Connor/Stephen thinks that Angel killed him is shocking and evil I also think that getting Justine to kill him is also pretty shocking and evil. She's obviously a pretty disturbed woman who he abused,manipulated and then left. It must have been painful to her that Holtz didn't really remember her when she's obviously got a huge investment in him but to then get her to kill him is not only damming him but her. He's supposed to be a godly and rightous man and yet he was prepared to sacrfice her soul aswell for his final revenge on Angel. I think he could be dammend just for that if we are to apply the Cristian tennents to his actions that he said he applied to his life, didn't he say at one point he was doing God's work?

[> [> [> [> My pet theory about Holtz (spoilers for Benediction) -- Masq, 16:27:16 05/14/02 Tue

How Holtz died. There didn't seem to be much blood around him, which is what you'd expect if a vampire had bit him (the blood would be in the vampire). Since Justine made the holes with an ice pick, though, one would expect blood everywhere.

This assumes Holtz bled to death. I have a pet theory he poisoned himself somehow, then moments before death had Justine puncture him.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: My pet theory about Holtz (spoilers for Benediction) -- yabyumpan, 16:40:56 05/14/02 Tue

Nice idea but wouldn't the blood keep pumping out blood for a while or does the blood just stop flowing when the heart stops? also, If he took poison wouldn't he froth at the mouth or convulse or something?

Not disagreeing just working it through:-)

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: My pet theory about Holtz (spoilers for Benediction) -- Masq, 16:50:41 05/14/02 Tue

It doesn't have to be poison, just some non-violent way of offing yourself that takes a while to kick in so he can carry out his plan.

Wonder what would have happened if Justine hadn't come along....

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: My pet theory about Holtz (spoilers for Benediction) -- Cydney, 19:19:24 05/14/02 Tue

But why would Justine agree to kill Holtz? She admitted previously that she trusted the wrong man - meaning she should have trusted Wesley, not Holtz and Angel had just saved her life! Is she going to let Connor believe that Angel killed Holtz? Or will she come clean?

[> [> [> [> [> No Need-- -- SingedCat, 06:33:14 05/15/02 Wed

Any ER doctore (or puncture victim) can tell you, puncture wounds don't bleed much--unless they hit arteries. So Justing stabbed him with the pick, missing the carotid and killing him by hitting the brain or the spine, rather than draining the blood out of him.

What, Connor was going to stay and do an autopsy?


OT to mole, Darby, dH, Ixchel and others re Gould -- Sophist, 12:58:57 05/14/02 Tue

Those who read faster than I do have written reviews. The April 16 issue of Science (ack! I'm really falling behind in my reading thanks to him) has one, as does the newsstand copy of New York Review of Books.

[> thanks and a really shameless plug -- matching mole, 13:56:32 05/14/02 Tue

I read a review in the NY Times (online) a month or so ago. It was by Mark Ridley, a former student of Richard Dawkins and was not very positive as you might expect. I'll look up the Science review today.

And (extraordinarily OT) if anyone reads Discover magazine there is a very tiny blurb about some of my wife's guppy research in it.

[> [> Thanks, Sophist! And matching mole... -- Ixchel, 15:10:56 05/14/02 Tue

Is Mark Ridley the one who wrote The Red Queen? I have to confess to liking that book (it presented some ideas in a way that I found easy to think about). If Dawkins doesn't make very much sense to me, but I like Ridley's book, am I _very_ confused about evolution? Usually Gould seems very sensible (to me), except when he uses sports information to explain a concept (what I know about sports would fit in a thimble).

Congratulations to your wife. Is her research concerning the colors of guppies and how the color relates to their environment? The reason I ask is I have a vague memory of reading about this recently.

Ixchel

[> [> [> Matt Ridley wrote "The Red Queen." Confused yet? -- d'Herblay, 15:32:24 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> [> Thanks, d'Herblay! Actually less confused now. :) -- Ixchel, 15:46:54 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> Guppies (incredibly OT) -- matching mole, 21:25:51 05/14/02 Tue

That particular article has to do with the preference of female guppies for the color orange which is a common component of male coloration and also the color of a fruit which commonly falls into streams and is fed upon by the fish.

[> [> [> [> Interesting, I'll have to read that. :) -- Ixchel, 21:35:58 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> [> Re: Guppies (incredibly OT) -- Darby, 07:51:06 05/15/02 Wed

I just read the article this morning (Discover's my current breakfast reading and I was two pages from the article when you posted, strangely enough) and I'm now planning on swiping the info for when I teach about evolution and behavior releasers. Pass my thanks along to your wife.

I also ran into the info somewhere else in the last week, but I can't for the life of me remember where - could it have been obliquely referenced in a Natural History article?

[> [> [> [> [> It was in Science -- matching mole, 08:27:16 05/15/02 Wed

in the News and Views section a few weeks ago - which is kind of ironic as Science rejected the original paper.

[> [> Guppies -- Sophist, 09:00:16 05/15/02 Wed

I did see that mole, and I wondered about it when you mentioned her research recently. Also, the current issue of Science (I caught up yesterday) has letters regarding guppy research from previous articles. Any references to your wife in them?

[> [> [> Re: Guppies -- matching mole, 09:52:26 05/15/02 Wed

The letters are some criticism of the original paper (or rather the News and Views summary of it) and a response by Kim (my wife) and her co-authors. Haven't read actually read them myself but she did mention to me that it had just appeared. I think her major collaborator was probably the one who did the actual writing in this case. Incidentally they are both avid BtVS fans.

[> [> [> [> I knew the SG would make the world safe for Guppies. -- Sophist, 12:55:00 05/15/02 Wed



Blooper found in tonight's episode -- The Last Jack, 17:55:34 05/14/02 Tue

Okay, exactly how did Spike, a vampire, make it out of the United States, cross the atlantic, arrive on another contient, and trek to an African tibe's sacred place (I am assuming) all in one day?

[> IITS (It's In The Script) -- Earl Allison, 18:15:52 05/14/02 Tue

The newsgroups have been all over this for at least a week - - for the same reason. There is NO way, shy of teleportation, that Spike can have made it to Africa (if indeed it IS Africa) in the space of time the episodes allowed.

On another note, if Spike knew of this demon already, why in blue Hades did he not get the chip removed in Season Four? Maybe we'll get some reason, but I find it EXTREMELY hard to swallow that NOW Spike is desperate enough, and wasn't before ...

Take it and run.

[> [> Maybe that scene was a flash-forward -- RichardX1, 18:39:55 05/14/02 Tue

Or maybe, not needing the creature comforts of passenger transport, Spike had himself FedEx'ed to the nearest deliverable area on the continent.

Seriously, there is the occasional advantage to not needing to breathe. Just call a shipping company that'll come to your house, seal yourself in a box, and make sure they have instructions that include indicating when you've arrived and the sun's gone down. Maybe demon society even has a company/guild/whatever kind of group like that.

Or maybe he just paid a teleporter. Directly or indirectly, money can get you a lot. Especially in a fantasy universe.

[> [> [> Dramatic Unity breaking -tiny Villains spoiler -- Cleanthes, 19:55:56 05/14/02 Tue

Nothing about the scene demanded that it be coincident with what was happening in Sunnydale. Spike left, some hours past, Tara was shot. What Spike's up to in whatever place he's gone needs to be shown where the dramatic flow allows, not needfully when it happens in some forced chronology.

So, yeah, it was a flash-forward. Why the heck not? It's not as if the Aristotle Inquisition is gonna show up and haul ME off to a star chamber.

[> [> [> [> Re: Dramatic Unity breaking -tiny Villains spoiler -- RichardX1, 20:14:22 05/14/02 Tue

"NOBODY expects the Aristotle Inquisition!"

Sorry. Somebody had to say it, and the surviving members of the Trio are busy doing time and waiting for unholy judgement to arrive.

On that note, what was that "face" Willow was arguing with at the beginning? Osiris himself? Whatever it was, I assume it had a power level just this side of Michael. And what happened when Willow screamed at it? Did it just say to itself, "screw this, I'm outta here," or did she actually knock it back into its own dimension? If the latter, then I gotta say Willow's probably a Glory-level threat.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Dramatic Unity breaking - Villains spoiler -- Traveler, 20:28:19 05/14/02 Tue

"Willow's probably a Glory-level threat."

I think Glory would be pissing herself about now. Willow's messing around with reality for Pete's sake. I have no idea how ME is going to pull us out of this one.

[> [> Spike found out from Clem... -- Dariel, 20:17:06 05/14/02 Tue



At the end of Seeing Red, Clem told Spike about "a kooky shaman" who had, I believe, done a resurrection spell on someone Clem knew. Must be the same shaman/demon guy. Clem said the resurrectee had come out pretty wacky. So who knows what the shaman will do with Spike!

[> it can be done -- gds, 18:37:59 05/14/02 Tue

With the right plane schedules (and perhaps a charter to get to somewhere really ouy of the way) it can be done. I almost did something similar once, and I could have gone further if I had tried. And my connections were FAR from optimal. A long haul non-stop jet flight really makes a difference.

[> [> Why do you think...? -- Hauptman, 18:45:35 05/14/02 Tue

I would just like to ask why anyone thinks it was Africa anyway?

[> [> [> Re: Why do you think...? -- shiver, 19:44:29 05/14/02 Tue

Well, the tree they showed in the opening clip, is one of those trees you find on the African savannah. I forget what it's called. But it's on the Discovery Channel all the time.

Also, Spike probably just turned into a bat, and flew there. Probably had Dracula come back from Season 5, and show him how.

[> [> [> Re: Why do you think...? -- matching mole, 07:11:21 05/15/02 Wed

The initial shot of Acacia tortilis, a tree with a very distinctive shape that is abundant in east Africa.

[> [> [> Re: Why do you think...? -- Talia, 08:28:16 05/15/02 Wed

In addition to the acacias, Spike passed a person in African tribal dress before entering the cave.

On a slightly different note, did anyone else think the demon-thingy Spike was talking to looked kind of like an evil Ent? (Ent=Tolkien's tree-lookalike people). Maybe that was just me and my tv picture quality being less than ideal last night.

[> Re: Blooper found in tonight's episode -- luvthistle1, 20:50:57 05/14/02 Tue

I wonder that also. I know he can't drive his tinted car to
Africa. If he take a plane , he would have to make sure he leave at night and arrive there at night. Hide below deck on someone boat , maybe? also, where did he get the money to travel? is there some more demon eggs that we do not know about?

[> [> Like I said in another branch of this thread... -- RichardX1, 21:07:49 05/14/02 Tue

He could easily hide from the sun: he could lock himself in a box and be shipped as a parcel (not like he has to worry about suffocation and temperature extremes, you know?)

[> [> [> Perils of mailing yourself -- matching mole, 09:44:31 05/15/02 Wed

Having himself shipped is probably the only way Spike could go somewhere quickly , especially if he has to cross international borders (I doubt he has a valid passport and going to many places in the world would require him to get a visa). That's basically how Dracula did it after all and he had his gypsy minions along to make sure nothing untoward happened to the package.

In this security conscious age it somes unlikely that a package large enough to hold even the most svelte of vampires would be likely to escape fairly detailed scrutiny if it was shipped overseas. Spike would be taking a big risk.

For more details on possible hazards of mailing yourself listen to 'The Gift' by the Velvet Underground from the White Light White Heat LP/CD. It's very amusing in a gruesome and cynical way.


WHAT THE For- Unlawful-Carnal-Knowledge!!!!!????? (Spoilers for whatever tonight's ep was called) -- RichardX1, 18:22:29 05/14/02 Tue

"Bored now"? "Bored now"? "Bored now"!!!???

Okay, Willow is officially lost. No, make that Lost with a capital "L". She has crossed the line, and she isn't coming back. If there's gonna be a season 7, it'll be without Willow. And really, with the big three shattered, they'd just fall apart anyway.

But what really concerns me is what she meant by "One down..." How many "to go"? Two (Andrew and Jonathan)? A hundred? SIX BILLION, PERHAPS?

[> Spoilers for "Villains", technically, I guess -- RichardX1, 18:32:36 05/14/02 Tue

And the next episode title in the index gives a clue to Willow's meaning of "One down..." But, assuming the remains of the Scoobies can't stop her, will she be able to stop at two?

Excuse me for going Trio on the group, but was Anakin able to stop with one Sandpeople tribe?

(and before you get on me for spoiling "Attack of the Clones", the plot's been out in novel, comic, and children's storybook format for two weeks now so shut up)

[> [> Upset about recent developments, are ya? :) -- SingedCat, 18:37:24 05/14/02 Tue

I have to quote the guy in the M&M commercial, that's all I can do:

That was just disturbing.

[> [> [> "That was just disturbing" -- RichardX1, 18:44:22 05/14/02 Tue

What, tonight's ep or my reaction to it?

[> [> [> [> The ep-- the reaction was natural, and mirror-amusing. :) -- SingedCat, 06:23:52 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> [> "That was just disturbing" -- MaeveRigan, 08:26:47 05/15/02 Wed

I think what you mean is: "This just can't get more disturbing," as Willow said to VampWillow in "Doppelgangland."

Oh, how I miss VampWillow. She was a barrel of laughs, compared to DarkMagicWillow.

[> [> Spoilers for Star Wars, Attack of The Clones above -- Traveler, 19:47:06 05/14/02 Tue

Spoiler warnings are useful ANYTIME you think people might not have seen the movie/show you were talking about. I haven't read the sources you cited nor was I planning to until I had seen the movie.

[> [> [> Re: Spoilers for Star Wars, Attack of The Clones above -- RichardX1, 20:07:09 05/14/02 Tue

Oh, please. LucasFilm is going out of its way to spoil the movie itself.

[> [> [> [> So what? -- Traveler, 20:18:44 05/14/02 Tue

I don't want to be spoiled by Lucas either, so I've been mostly staying away from Star Wars related articles. Besides which, you went to all the bother of saying "I didn't write 'spoiler' in the header, because..." Wouldn't it have been easier and more useful to just write it in the header? I mean, is it really so difficult and time consuming for you to do this? Maybe I'm the only person on the board who cares about off topic spoilers for movies, but even if that's true, then I'm asking you person to person, please don't do it.

[> [> [> [> [> I second this... I'd prefer to be surprised by AotC, just as I prefer it for BtVS & AtS. -- Solitude1056, 20:26:44 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> [> [> [> My apologies (speculations not spoilers in this post) -- RichardX1, 20:32:41 05/14/02 Tue

Like I care if I get banned from posting... anyone can tell the show's ending this year.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Don't care if you get banned from posting? And the show isn't ending this year, Spoiler-demon... -- OtherEric, 21:29:27 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: And the show isn't ending this year, Spoiler- demon... -- RichardX1, 21:41:23 05/14/02 Tue

Then I'll gather all the dark magicks that I can to torture and destroy AOHell for taking so long to connect and making me so pissed off that I didn't care what I said.

(... you know, if I don't get approached by a lawyer regarding anything I posted tonight, It'll be proof that God exists)

[> [> [> [> Re: Spoilers for Star Wars, Attack of The Clones above -- Belladonna, 20:25:01 05/14/02 Tue

It's terribly inconsiderate to assume that because you've been spoiled on the plot that others don't mind it. It's not difficult to say spoiler. If you have to defend your actions in your own post, then maybe you shouldn't do it!

[> [> Re: Spoilers -- Robert, 22:24:41 05/14/02 Tue

>> "(and before you get on me for spoiling "Attack of the Clones", the plot's been out in novel, comic, and children's storybook format for two weeks now so shut up)"

No ... you shut up! I haven't seen the movie yet and I don't intend to read the novel or comics. Your spoiler was a total cheap shot and completely uncalled for. This board is constructed upon the trust that people will mark their spoilers. Should I now avoid reading anything by RichardX1, as protection against future spoiling?

[> Re: WHAT THE For-Unlawful-Carnal-Knowledge!!!!!????? (Spoilers for whatever tonight's ep was called) -- ahira, 18:36:47 05/14/02 Tue

Ummm, yeah. "Bored Now" practically knocked me out of my chair. In that cold vampwillow voice with no expression, I just sat there for a bit and not sure if I even breathed.

Classically, one down, two to go. So yeah, on the surface a reference to the rest of the troika. But, jacked up as Willow is right now, not sure if the 6 billion might be an exaggeration.....

(sets about working on his time alteration spell....don't wanna wait a whole week...)

[> [> Re: WHAT THE For-Unlawful-Carnal-Knowledge!!!!!????? (Spoilers for whatever tonight's ep was called) -- Doriander, 19:28:58 05/14/02 Tue

Thoughts off the bat.

To be honest, I was not moved until the final act. The episode was virtually a cat and mouse game. I really should stop watching the previews because I knew that Willow would catch up to Warren, and it didn't happen until the final act. The preview spoiled any suspense.

So, "Bored now." actually elicited a "HA!" from me. It's when I caught on to Willow's righteous vengeance vibe. Gotta say, her abrupt skinning of Warren absolutely THREW me. I hadn't anticipated anything THAT disturbing. That was, WOW. And to think that this week I'd just been scanning through images of works by Francis Bacon.

Other stuff. I was basking in Clem love last week and had this scenario in my head, of Dawn coming to Spike's crypt finding Clem there, and they hang out. I'm amused that it was actualized. Another scenario forming right now, buying into Spike will come back as human speculation (here's hoping that won't happen). Final act of the finale, Giles arrives at his flat, finding Spike in his living room, wonders how he got in without the invite. I miss Giles.

I giggle everytime Warren brags about his uh, ahem, "organization." The Trio. "Oh come on," indeed. The fans came up with cooler names than that: Legion of Dorkness, The Troika, etc.

Some things that do not ring true. Buffy allowing Dawn to stay at Spike's. Now I know we could chalk it up to her concern for Dawn's state of mind, finding her huddled in the corner watching over Tara's dead body. She probably couldn't take the news that her other caretaker tried to rape her sister the previous night. Still, I'm totally siding with Xander on that one. Buffy shouldn't take a chance with Spike. Surely she could let Dawn stay elsewhere, like that place uttered so often, Janice's. So when they actually went, and dear Buff called for him, even asked when he'll be back, it elicited a "tsk, tsk, tsk" from me.

Is it just me or does Africa look so much like that beach in "Go Fish"? Only populated with tents, tourists and one native. And that exotic cave, look so much like Adam's intricate lair? Only painted with caemen drawings? (Sigh, budget). Because like the others, I'm wondering how Spike got to Africa that fast.

Looking forward to next week's showdown.

[> [> [> Re: WHAT THE For-Unlawful-Carnal-Knowledge!!!!!????? (Spoilers for whatever tonight's ep was called) -- clg0107, 08:28:45 05/15/02 Wed

>>Still, I'm totally siding with Xander on that one. Buffy shouldn't take a chance with Spike. Surely she could let >>Dawn stay elsewhere, like that place uttered so often, Janice's. So when they actually went, and dear Buff called >>for him, even asked when he'll be back, it elicited a "tsk, tsk, tsk" from me.


I didn't find it that illogical. It avoided/ended an argument to give Dawn her own way in her second option, since B. wasn't about to let her come with.

And the fact is that whatever else has happened, Buffy knows that 1) he can't physically harm Dawn and, more significantly 2) he wouldn't. Which means that in her heart of hearts, she's still doesn't think and feel just one way about Spike. She's justifiably angry about what happended between the two of them, but she can still trust him in certain ways, and under particular circumstances.

And, it probably gave her pause that when he left CLEARLY upset, he was so upset that he kept going.

~clg0107

[> Go Willow! Go Willow! It's your birthday... (Spoilers Villains, trailer for next week) -- Traveler, 19:38:27 05/14/02 Tue

I have to say, I LOVE evil Willow. None of this namby pamby "we gotta do the right thing" hero crap that Buffy was spouting off. No, Willow just rips off his skin! I admit that I was shocked and horrified at the time, but in retrospect, damn that was just cool. The special effects sure have improved, haven't they? Wow. I'm not too crazy about her going up against Buffy next week. Not sure how Buffy could possibly win, for that matter. But eh, I guess time will tell.

Also, notice how Willow was paralleling Spike? Both got cast in black and white (as has been mentioned before), and both seem to have completely turned their back on redemption/humanity.

There's a lot more to talk about with this episode, but for now, let me repeat myself: wow.

[> Re: The WHAT THE post w/ answers [for "Villains"] and a whole lot more ... -- Mike J, 20:43:23 05/14/02 Tue

Like the others said, "...Two to go" [which is also the title of Part One of the season finale Two Parter (the other title being "Grave")]. As for Willow being "Lost," I wouldn't say that. Yes, she went over the edge and killed Warren [in one of the more grotesque, but nonetheless cool, fashions I've seen in a while] ... but that doesn't mean her friends will give up on her [not that anyone said they would].

Faith [whose actions in Season 3 are most likely influencing Buffy's drive to stop Willow before it gets too late] was approached [mostly by Buffy] on more than one occasion to stop her from following a dark path in regard to her accidental murder. And even though accidental, it was not justified. One could say Warren's murder was justified considering he killed Tara and attempted to kill Buffy. [Which is a different discussion I continue down below ... :- )]Suffice it to say, the Scooby Gang [whatever's left of them after this season] will do their best to help Willow ... hopefully. [Finished with original answers here]

Now onto the "Right and Wrong" debate, figure I might as well get this out of my system ... :-) Bear with me, its all convoluted and somewhat unconnected at times, but it all comes together [hopefully] in the end ... sort of like Season Six!

A topic which has been hinted at in the past [comments such as Buffy's in Season Three's "Gingerbread" - "Okay. Then while you're looking for the meaning of that symbol thingy, could you also find a loophole in that 'Slayers don't kill people' rule?"] is the difference between the "laws which govern humanity and demons (as a multi-faceted species, I guess, although I suppose its a no-no to refer to them in scientific terms)." Humanity, in its thousands upon thousands of years of existence, has evolved to have a sophisticated set of laws which rule over many aspects of life [depending on what part of the globe you reside in]. Killing, murder, etc. is planetarily frowned upon ... there are laws set up in almost every scenario to deal with such horrid crimes [and if said laws are not able to compete with the gray areas revolving around said crimes, then that is taken to court to figure out what exactly to do]. Humanity [and in this case the United States of America, as the murder(s) this little rant of mine is focused on took place within that nation] has the right to deal with the murderer [in this case, Warren] by their own guidelines and laws. Due process may be a *****, but there's a reason for it.

The Scooby Gang fights evil, have done so [together] since their sophmore year in Sunnydale High School. However, the evil they fight is [usually] always tied into the mystical. Buffy, the current Vampire Slayer, slays vampires, demons, etc. while battling any human forces which have come under their influence, but never ever bringing herself to kill any humans [such as Ethan Rayne, although he is usually in "control" of the mystical forces (Speaking of which, I wish Rayne would show up again somewhere ... he was always a FUN villain, and now that the Initiative is up & gone, maybe he should break out or something? Who knows)] involved. If humans [such as members of the Knights of Byzantium during "Spiral," there is an off chance one or two might have been fatally wounded during the entire running away-fight scene] are killed, it is unintentional [and most likely not a direct result of Buffy's action].

The Watcher's Council [as insinuated from the aforementioned Buffy comment from "Gingerbread"] have laid out guidelines about not killing humans, most likely from past experiences [as suggested by Giles in Season Three's "Consequences"]. Buffy has had no trouble following them ... even when Glory reverted back to Ben, she could not kill him. She is, as Giles said, a true hero. Human heroes tend to regard human life as sacred ... the demons, of course, are not as such ... they're, after all, here to take away humanity's birth- home. Fear of killing someone has shaken the Scoobies before, such as with Buffy in regard to the Mayor's aide in "Bad Girls" & "Consequences" or with Oz in regard to innocents killed by something feral in "Beauty and the Beasts." Only under extreme circumstances could any of them bring themselves to consider killing humans as an option [Buffy's comment in "Gingerbread" was due to the trauma brought upon her mom upon discovering the murdered [ghosts] children; Giles killing Ben in order to stop Glory once & for all (He was justified, and he had to be "mature" about this. The writers made it easier to accept it with Ben betraying Dawn's trust and his selfiousness); Xander considered killing Ben an option, but of course was disgusted with himself about it].

Extreme [and often adverse] circumstances do indeed seem to influence humans in regard to killing in the Buffyverse [that often applies to our universe as well] along with other things [demons, magic, etc.]. Warren was driven by his developing sociopathic tendencies, combined with frustration and a whole bunch of things psychologists would love to go over for hours, but I don't have the time. :-) He thought the solution to his problems would be to kill Buffy ... after all, that "solved" Katrina, right? Apparently, he was wrong ... his attempt [and unfortunate (and unintentional) success with Tara] has only landed him in deeper trouble.

It is said that "power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely." While the good of humanity has been shown time and again, in the Buffyverse, we can sometimes just be so damn corruptable [ok, and in our universe too ...]. The Trio were corrupted by their greed & the such. The "absolute power corruption" apparently hits Willow full on in the two- hour/part season finale ["Two to Go" & "Grave"] as seen in the trailer for next week. As said during the entire Ascension story arc during Season Three in regard to Faith, killing gives one the feeling of being more powerful than they were ... it is like a drug, and can easily corrupt & ruin a person [one of the main reasons Buffy fears for Willow's actions - "I won't let Willow destroy herself"]. Willow, one of the most gentle & caring [and loved] characters on the show, has been shattered by the murder of her love. In hopes of doing what she did for Buffy, she turned to magic to try and bring Tara back ... but failed. Magic and science do not interact in the Buffyverse ... bringing back someone killed by natural means [in perfect condition] isn't a possible task. Already having started back into magic, Willow goes and pulls out the big guns as she did for Glory [although they were needed then, not now ... even with Warren's little machine / magic toys] ... acquiring all the black arts she needs for vengeance. Driven by horror / sadness / hate / etc., Willow set out ... now being influenced by both her emotions [because of adverse extreme conditions] and the "dark forces."

Killing occurs for various reasons. In the case of Willow, she murders Warren in vengeance ... to "fill" the gap in her heart caused by Tara's passing with satisfaction after dealing with her murderer. However, even with Warren now gone, she isn't satisfied. Her thirst for vengeance is not quenched ... the gap remains. She intends to go after the other members of the Trio, who in some twisted form of logic formed by Willow's traumatized mind, are just as guilty as Warren for Tara's murder - "One down ... Two to go." Any further on that part will result in speculation from me ... and I think we'll just have to wait and see how Willow's thirst for vengeance develops into ultimate power corruption.

Back into the debate, is Willow justified in her actions? If Warren were simply some vampire who sucked Tara dry; or some demon who puled some fatal magic mojo, etc. then by the Buffyverse rules of game, yes, she would be. But in going with what Osirus [or what I'm assuming to be Osirus, from "Villains"] said, there are rules to the universe ... Tara could not get resurrected like Buffy did because she was not killed by unnatural / supernatural / mystical means, she was killed by human means ... the gun. As such, the rules that apply to supernatural villains do not apply here ... humanity's rules and laws do. Warren should be brought to justice for his crimes, and if needed, sentenced to death [or maybe to life as someone's buttmonkey]. We can never say if Willow would have been satisfied by that ending, she took it in her own hands to deal with him [she wouldn't even let Anya, a vengeance demon, help her out].

With Warren dead, Willow has already started onto the dark path that others have unfortunatly tread before, such as Faith. Faith was brought back from the brink by Angel & his group, and has set herself on the path to redemption. Buffy [justifiably] fears that if Willow starts, now overly influenced by her magic, she may never stop ... her murderous rampage may lead to a greater crisis ... which may lead to a showdown between the two best friends [I believe we'll be seeing that in "Two to Go" / "Grave"].

So in closing, what makes killing humans different than demons for the Scooby Gang? The belief that humanity has the chance to redeem themselves; in one fashion or another through the justice handed out. Demons have no such sense of remorse, or chance of redemption ... it is beyond their understanding, beyond their being. They may mimick it in their own fashions [such as more recent demons such as Clem] through living amongst the humans for so long, but they truly do not have the compacity for it within themselves. Angel is excluded from this because of his soul, of course. Buffy and the Scooby Gang are heroes in their own right because they will take down the demons, but they have limits to what they do ... they will not take human lives, no matter how "evil" they may be. Otherwise they might just turn out to be as bad as the demons they slay every week ... and hopefully, they can stop Willow from going down this dark path into the abyss.

Hope that was educational and not too convoluted. :-)

Mike J.

[> [> dubdub, the evil ellipses have been overcome... by the evil brackets! -- The Second Evil, 21:02:35 05/14/02 Tue

Seriously, Mike, excellent post - but man, I'm still not sure if you're quoting yourself with extra passages & inserted (via square brackets) commentary, or if it's just your style. Dubdub, one of our board saints, is Queen of the Evil Ellipse (along with a few other of her minions), but I think she may've met her match now that we've got a King of the Evil Brackets. Welcome!

As for your post, I'm still processing myself... Plan to watch it again tomorrow & see if I get any insight - right now I'm just digesting. ;-)

[> [> [> And I am the Dark Lord of the HTML effects! -- RichardX1, 21:05:34 05/14/02 Tue


[> [> [> Re: I concede! -- dubdub ;o), 10:57:31 05/15/02 Wed



Cordy as Mary Sue (Spoilers for Benediction) -- Scroll, 19:36:40 05/14/02 Tue

I'm sure the topic of Cordelia as a Mary Sue has been done to death, but "Benediction" really got me hot under the collar and I need to vent. Not that I didn't love the episode, because I did... Holtz was vulnerable even in his evilness, Angel and Connor sparring in the alley was a clever and touching scene, Wes pulling Angel-type disappearing acts, Groo's understated sorrow... Even Gunn and Fred!

But Cordelia! I don't mind CC as an actor, though she could use work on emoting with more subtlety; she's terrific as bitchy Cordy or even gung-ho Cordy. But when the writers try to make her psychic and empathic and a healer/nurturer/mother-figure that can apparently *purify* Connor of all Quortoth-y taint with the mere touch of her hand, I can't help but gag.

I know ME is trying to convince fans that Cordy is worthy of cutting the Buffy/Angel ideal. I know that Angel should be allowed to move on from Buffy. It's perfectly realistic for two people in the work place to grow closer and fall in love. But honestly, it feels forced. It's logical for Angel to gradually realise his brotherly love for Cordy isn't quite so brotherly, and Cordy to realise that Angel as her first priority isn't all about work. And with that said, I realise I'm not as against C/A as I thought I was.

But come on people! What's with the glowy skin and psychic powers! This isn't "Touched By an Angel" here! I almost would've preferred Cordy to get horns and a tail! That at least would've been a true sacrifice, instead of these god- like powers that just keep making Cordy less human. (And really, horns and tail wouldn't have made her less human, not the way her Roma Downey halo is doing).

Anyone else tired of Cordy's Mary Sue-ness? Of course, if you like her that way, please let me know. (But I still loved the episode as a whole, this is turning out to be a fascinating season ender).

[> I feel the same way -- matching mole, 21:05:19 05/14/02 Tue

I guess, although I don't have the vaguest idea who Mary Sue is. Lower down the board I basically complained about the same thing. Cordelia has always been a great character because she so successfully carried off a group of really contrary personality traits. Hopefully this Cordelia the saintly therapist is only a temporary phase.

[> [> Definition of Mary Sue -- The Last Jack, 22:08:17 05/14/02 Tue

Mary Sue is a term that comes from fan fiction. It is used to describe a character created by the author who is too good to be true. For example, they have a genius level intelligence and are as good a fighter as the slayer And are a great musician AND extremely handsome/beautiful etc. Basically, the author makes a Golden age Superhero character with no flaws who can do almost anything. Cool in a way, but ultimately very boring. Me, I like my heroes with flaws and weaknesses. Makes them more human ;)

[> [> Mary Sue -- DaveW, 22:12:21 05/14/02 Tue

I'm sure others could explain it better, but basically "Mary Sue" is writer jargon for a type of character who can do anything. My impression is that the "Mary Sue" character is typically other than the actual hero of the story; I don't watch Angel, but it sounds like CC is turning into something of a Mary Sue. This character type crops up in a lot of B- grade fanfic as the person who arrives to help the hero/heroine out of a huge jam and then either leaves town with the protagonist's everlasting gratitude or gets martyred. And yes, I've written at least one story with a Mary Sue character in it. Corrections welcome...

[> Re: Cordy as Mary Sue (Spoilers for Benediction) -- Robert, 22:16:28 05/14/02 Tue

>> "But come on people! What's with the glowy skin and psychic powers! This isn't "Touched By an Angel" here!"

Maybe it is! Everyone assumed that Cordelia became a demon, because she was told that she would become a demon. Since she was "demonized" by the powers-that-be, she is presumably working directly for them. How is this different from an angel?

[> [> Re: Cordy as Mary Sue (Spoilers for Benediction) -- DEN, 23:05:48 05/14/02 Tue

Can't help adding, as a fanfic consumer with no writing ability, a Mary-Sue is often the fic author's alter ego.

[> [> Ouch. Good Point. But Ouch. -- SingedCat, 08:36:41 05/15/02 Wed


[> Deus Ex Machina ... (potential future spoilers) -- Earl Allison, 02:17:14 05/15/02 Wed

That's all I could think after Cordelia did away with the slug-creatures from three weeks ago, and again Monday night when she cave Connor/Stephen a "soul colonic."

I was so worried that she would become a plot device, something to fix any problem, and it looks that way now.

Which might be why it sounds like Cordelia is being called away in the Season Finale -- like Willow, she's becoming too powerful and too convenient to the story.

Take it and run.

[> Couldn't agree more -- have thought the same thing myself -- Anne, 07:19:14 05/15/02 Wed


[> On a brighter/darker note (totally unspoiled speculation) -- matching mole, 08:49:54 05/15/02 Wed

It seems that Cordelia's new saintliness has come at a cost of self awareness and perceptiveness of those around her. She has acted as Angel's confidant and counsel ever since her return from vacation but how useful has she been. All I've seen/heard are a few platitudes and sympathetic looks. Nice to get certainly but probably a lot less helpful to Angel and the rest of them (including herself) than the straight to the point Cordy of old. My prediction is that this is going to blindside her big time. And then all things Cordelia will become interesting again and I'll be happy.

Has it occurred to anyone else that Cordelia's mysterious powers seem ideally suited to stopping Willow in her tracks? I know it won't happen but that would be a delicious piece of irony if there was Willow/Cordelia fracas/crossover.

[> My $.02 on Cordy & Angel -- SingedCat, 08:52:31 05/15/02 Wed

"I know ME is trying to convince fans that Cordy is worthy of cutting the Buffy/Angel ideal. I know that Angel should be allowed to move on from Buffy. It's perfectly realistic for two people in the work place to grow closer and fall in love. But honestly, it feels forced. "

It feels worse than that to me. I'm sorry to not go where the writers want to, but they're just not right for each other. I'm *not* holding on to the Buffy/Angel ideal; Joss is right, moving on is good. But Cordy & Angel have no chemistry to me, nor do they possess naturally compatible temperments IMHO.

Frankly, considering who they've grown into --she powerful & assertive yet compassionate, he compassionate yet confident & adept -- she would do better with Wesley. This idea is not based on their former, and rightly ill-fated infatuation, but on what I feel are their complimentary qualities. It's been my experience that women capable of standing up for themselves are often paired with men who are sensitive and insightful. Or, to put it the way I didn't want to, women who are in touch with their masculine side often relate to men in touch with the feminine.

That was more like $0.05-- anybody got change? :)

[> [> Re: My $.02 on Cordy & Angel -- clg0107, 09:17:04 05/15/02 Wed

I'll take that offer --

Regarding the plausibility of a relationship...how many of us have been involved in an intense male-female friendship wherein the issue NEVER arose as to one or both parties wanting more, or at least thinking about whether their feelings for the other were more than friendly.

It's pretty common. Even in cases where the personality types might not seem/be suited to one another or whatever. Sooner or later, it usually happens that the issue of "more than friends" arises. In my life, it was always a one-sided thing or didn't work out and, in one case, the attempt did destroy the friendship (indirectly). But, there are folks I know who are now happily married out of a "friendship".

That is not to say that I detect great romantic/sexual/whatever chemistry between the two of them on a regular basis (like is generated between Sarah Michelle Gellar and James Marsters), BUT, the scenes between them in WitW worked. At least, my temp rose a bit along with theirs. So, the potential is there, at least.

Give it a chance. Don't knock it 'til you've tried it. Joss and the writers are cleverer than I am, by far, so I'll see how they undertake it and judge from there!

Cheers!
~clg0107


My god! I finally get it? (spoilers) -- The Last Jack, 19:49:02 05/14/02 Tue

"Oh, grow up." That is what Joss has said this season is about, but I never got it. I kept wondering where the big bad was, where the story arcs would come into place. Well, after seeing tonight's episode, I finally got it, it finally all made sense. Life is the big bad! Or rather, that part of life we all have to face sometime. After college, after we move out on our own, after we finally become adults, we learn just how hard and just how brutal life can be. I can't speak for everyone, but for myself, the first 23 years of my life where spent in a world that revolved around school, my social life, my family, and my carefree attitude. Now, however, a year after I went out on my own, I realize just how tough life can be when you don't have the safety nets that family and school provides you.

So that's it then. Life is what its all about; life after childhood and and school, and all the hell that can happen to you when you are finally on your own. Willow, while scarey and disturbing now, is not the big bad, she is merely a by product of the big bad, a side effect of a particularlly rough year given form. She is an agent, not the master.

Anyway, that is my 2 cents

Jack

[> Re: My god! I finally get it? (spoilers) -- RichardX1, 20:05:52 05/14/02 Tue

So, I was right in a post I made a long time ago, and Angelus' attempts to destroy the world would have actually been a good thing?

Seriously, I begin to fear for any kids that Joss Whedon has/may have in the future, if he views the world as this "rewarding".

"Hey, how do you kill a thread on the Buffy/Angel discussion board?"
"Easy! Get RichardX1 to post to it!"

[> [> Disclaimer -- RichardX1, 21:02:54 05/14/02 Tue

Statements in the previous post were not meant as an accusation against Joss Whedon or anyone in his life. I hope that he is a happy and well-adjusted person who does well in his endeavors.

(I've kinda been putting my foot in my mouth tonight-- decided I should cover my ascot)

[> [> Well, thanks for the criticism anyway -- The Last Jack, 21:52:18 05/14/02 Tue


[> Re: My god! I finally get it? (spoilers) -- Soph, 07:38:31 05/15/02 Wed

I “grew up” during the year after my parents moved away from me. I was in college (on their dollars) at the time and my parents had never been further away than 100 miles. Then they moved away – as in 1000 miles away! After that, I had to learn to fend for myself – solve and handle EVERYTHING! I had not realized how much that I had depended on my parents for. So, I actually “grew up” prior to college graduation (probably a good thing).

Anyway, that said, enjoy your 20’s as this is the time for you to explore the world, try everything (in a responsible manner, of course), learn about the world, and find your own path.


Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- darrenK, 20:12:28 05/14/02 Tue

First, does anyone have the transcript from that conversation?

Before I begin my observations I should say that while I haven't read any confirmed spoilers about what happens to Spike in that cave I have read all the spec at the Spoiler Slayer making my opinion on the Demon in the cave tarnished by other people's potentially accurate speculation. So if you are worred about being infected by the aura of that knowledge, don't read on...

Did anyone else hear two ENTIRELY separate conversations going on?

Spike was talking about having the chip removed and the demon was talking back to him about making him "what he once was."

Well, I have a feeling that having the chip removed and "becoming what he once was" are TWO entirely separate things.

What sealed the deal for me was the Demon saying something about Spike's betrayal of his Demon nature.

I think Spike interpreted this as the betrayal he made by fighting his fellow demons, but I think the demon was talking about the betrayal of no longer wanting to be a demon.

Anyone with that piece of transcript? Any other opinions?

[> Re: Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- RichardX1, 20:25:38 05/14/02 Tue

Yeah, I get the feeling that Spike was asking for removal of the chip, but the demon (in typical trickster wish-granting fashion) intentionally misinterpreted Spike's expressed-by- lack-of-argument-or-clarification desire to be "what he once was" as "what he was before Drusilla met him".

Be careful not only of what you wish for, but how you wish for it. A wiser Midas would have asked for the ability to turn all neither-food-nor-living objects into gold.

"And here we have a post from RichardX1's 'Hyphenation' period..."

[> [> Re: Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- alcibiades, 20:39:11 05/14/02 Tue

Btw, it was a nice book end when Spike's Zeppo went out.

The other side of that bookend was when Buffy shot out his little lamp/light source in AYW, before she blew up his crypt.

I suppose since we had that image of the Zeppo lodged near Buffy's crotch, we are also supposed to think that the lust has disappeared to be translated back into hatred. Yeah right.

Anyone got a theory on the cave paintings yet? All I saw is type big masculine type staking or knifing a smaller female. Not very subtle, but I'm sure something is there.

[> [> [> Cave Paintings - mild spoiler potential for Villians -- Lyonors, 09:48:46 05/15/02 Wed

>>Anyone got a theory on the cave paintings yet? All I saw is type big masculine type staking or knifing a smaller female. Not very subtle, but I'm sure something is there.<<

If my VCR had taped it I would go back and look at the cave paintings again, but what I thought I saw was a slayer staking a vamp....


Ly

[> [> wishing -- skeeve, 08:34:24 05/15/02 Wed

RichardX1: "Be careful not only of what you wish for, but how you wish for it. A wiser Midas would have asked for the ability to turn all neither-food-nor-living objects into gold."

A caution followed by another example of why caution is necessary. Midas was lucky that his clothes, not to mention the ground he walked on, didn't turn to gold. The wiser, but not wise enough, Midas would still have been screwed. A wise enough Midas wishes for the control necessary for him to enjoy his power.

[> Re: Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- alcibiades, 20:27:09 05/14/02 Tue

Demon: You seek me, vampire?
Spike: You do finger paintings? Nice work.
Demon: Answer me!
Spike: Yeah, I seek you.
Demon:Something about a woman... the slayer.
Spike: Ever since I got this bleedin' chip in my head things ain't been
right. Everything's gone to hell.
Demon: And you want to return to your former self.
Spike: Yeah......What?!
Demon: Look what she's reduced you to.
Spike: It's this chip.
Demon: You were a legendary dark warrior and you let yourself be castrated.
And you have the
audacity to crawl in here and demand restoration?
Spike: I'm still a warrior.
Demon: You're a pathetic excuse for a demon.
Spike: I'll show you pathetic. Gimme your best shot.
Demon: You'd never endure the trials required to grant your request.
Spike: Do your worst. But when I win, I want what I came here for.......That
bitch is gonna see a
change.

[> Re: Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- luvthistle1, 21:16:44 05/14/02 Tue

It did sound like two entirely separate conversations going on.
Spike plan never goes as he plan them. The way the demon laugh at the end, seal it for me. How did Spike get to africa? Did he fly? or take a boat? how did he avoid the sun?

[> [> Re: Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- RichardX1, 21:23:34 05/14/02 Tue

How did Spike get to africa? Did he fly? or take a boat? how did he avoid the sun?

Covered in another thread below. At least it was as of 12:24 am on 5/15/2002.

[> Spike=Warren -- Doriander, 21:28:45 05/14/02 Tue

In SR, they're the two that got away. Notice the evil duo that got caught, Andrew wonders aloud whether Warren would come back for them: "He wouldn't just take off, would he?" segues to Spike on the motorbike.

So I was actually more intrigued with Willow's "talk" with Warren. Because it might as well apply to Spike.

Willow:"She wasn't your first.[...]She wasn't the first girl you killed."

Katrina[Buffy]:"I should've strangled you in your sleep. Back when we shared a bed. I should've done the world a favor. Why Warren[Spike]? You could've just let me go. It didn't have to be like that. How could you say you love me and do that to me."(re: Buffy's dream in dead things and AR in SR)

Willow:"Cause you liked it. You never felt you had the power with her. Not until you killed her."(Could refer to Buffy. Or if we could infer from FFL that Spike murdered everyone in that party William last attended, could refer to Cecily.)

Warren[Spike]:"Huh, Women! You know you're just like the rest of them. Mind games."

Willow:"You get off on it. That's why you had a mad on for the slayer. She was you big O, wasn't she Warren[Spike]?

Willow:"Something isn't it? One tiny piece of metal destroys everything."(re: Spike chip?)

Willow:"Bored now."(skins Warren)=Spike shedding his duster?

[> [> Re: Spike=Warren -- lele, 22:22:04 05/14/02 Tue

Awesome post. I think MN drew a similar parallel in Beauty and the Beasts(S3) b/n Angel and the guy who was beating his girlfriend. She was obviously alluding to how easily buffy's relationship with angel could be construed as abusive but we don't see buffy as the victim in this episode b/c of her superhero status and inherent strength. The moral of not being "love's bitch" is still with us this season.

I don't think Spike is coming back now. I think whatever comes back from africa will be fundamentally changed- not ambiguous and it's not going to please everyone. In other words I think the final "neuterization" of the "BB" is going to occur.

[> [> [> Yes, but it seems way to neat, too easy for ME -- Dariel, 08:13:37 05/15/02 Wed

I don't think Spike is coming back now. I think whatever comes back from africa will be fundamentally changed- not ambiguous and it's not going to please everyone. In other words I think the final "neuterization" of the "BB" is going to occur.

Maybe. On the other hand, what we're seeing could be a bit of a fakeout. Meaning, Spike does get the chip out, perhaps with an extra kick from the shaman/demon (remember, the "kooky shaman" made Clem's friend/cousin/whatever crazy when he resurrected him). Spike comes back all grr, gunning for Buffy, glories in his Big Bad status. And that's when he gets taken down, humanized.

Maximum pain for Buffy, maximum humiliation for Spike. Sounds like an ME plan to me!

[> Re: YES --- Spike's conversation with the demon (Villians spoilers and infected spec) -- clg0107, 09:33:55 05/15/02 Wed

Okay, darrenK -- I am unspoiled, and even unspec'd. But I had the same reaction as you:

>>Spike was talking about having the chip removed and the demon was talking back to him about making him "what he >>once was."

>>Well, I have a feeling that having the chip removed and "becoming what he once was" are TWO entirely separate >>things.

The word "restoration" was also used. I don't remember the precise context of the conversation, however. But I know that's not a word that works it's way into too many conversations in the Buffyverse....

My thoughts -- ME is bound to feed us red herrings. Which tidbits are those, versus what's really going to happen? I can't even guess.

The only thing of which I am confident is that what Spike gets will not be what he expects. That's typical deal-with- the-devil stuff anyway, and also typical Spike-has-a-nifty- plan stuff.

But what will it be that he gets but doesn't expect? To be human again? Then he's Riley, or souled Angel -- a human who can just get in the way and get hurt. But then, the other scoobies are human. And one presumes that a human- again Spike would still carry all of the knowledge and experiences of his human and vamp existences. Which would make him not just "some guy". AND, it occurs to me as I write this, it would be a fascinating book-end to Cordy's receipt of demon powers.

To get his soul back? Again, handy, but already done. I think they are talented enough to make it work, but I also think they are talented enough that they wouldn't want to repeat themselves so closely.

As usual, though, I can't wait to see what happens. Which means that, yet again, the storytelling is just what it should be!!

~clg0107


Willow in "Villains" (with spoilers, obviously) -- Can I be Anne?, 20:39:34 05/14/02 Tue

Perhaps, indeed, ME came up with the totally contrived the- price of-magic-is-it-turns-you-into-a-crackwhore theme for Willow because A.H. wanted the writers to not make Will so unlikable. I remember at the beginning of this season when they were building up to adressing Willow's actual problems: her profound hubris and increasingly slippery morals. She supplanted self esteem with magical power because it made her powerful and she became corrupted by power. Then, all of a sudden we were faced with "A Very Special BTVS" and the problem of Willow's corruption was superseded by her becoming a hapless victim and we hear things for the rest of the season like the infamous "No spells for 30 days!
In "Villains" she cleverly avoided risking our rejections by wandering around in a junkie haze as she maimed and killed, irrespective of the damage she would do. She constantly postured as Drusilla/VampWillow just so we wouldnever ever confuse her with pre-junkie, non-evil Willow. The villain we saw can be shipped off to magic-rehab and when she comes back, we can love her just the same.
*sigh* for back when I used to plan my nights around this show. I think ME is seriously jeopordizing their fan base this season.

[> Re: Willow in "Villains" (with spoilers, obviously) -- RichardX1, 20:47:47 05/14/02 Tue

Don't kid yourselves. Willow's not coming back from this.

[> I can make some Country Time ("Villians" spoilers) -- JBone, 20:51:20 05/14/02 Tue

Some very quick initial thoughts. Willow taking on some power sources without "all" the black magic knowledge when Tara was dying was very cool. And once she realizes that Tara is lost, her single mindedness is almost refreshing.

I like the callback to "The Body" with the ambulance showing up, and following it from their and Xanders POV. It was kind of nice to see Xander at Buffy's side all throughout the episode, except for the scene with Clem. And it was nice to see Buffy remembering the "rules". I thought the scene with the incarcerated nerds was a waste. I didn't learn anything new. And Dawn walking in on finding Tara's body and having the scene "white out" was almost a homage to "Six Feet Under". I'd give Dawn a break for freaking out or almost anything except for walking into the house with the front door wide open, finding Tara dead, and sitting there for hours. If I was Buffy, after that, I'd be pretty protective also. But Spike? Buffy seemed relieved that Clem was there. I wonder why.

I suspected that Anya's status as a vengeance demon would come into play, but I was a little surprised how. Vengeance tracking isn't something we've seen before. I saw in the previews that the Warlock dude was going to be back, and I was impressed on how they used him. And the stuff about Spike, well, that doesn't seem to be the least bit important right now.

Finally, Warren, what a fucking creep. He did a credible job of keeping alive until the final scene. But man, did Willow do a job on him or what? He deserved everything, except maybe the skinning alive and burning into nothing. But damn, who's the new evil in town? That's right! Big Bad Willow!

Great Episode!

[> Re: Willow in "Villains" (with spoilers, obviously) -- Dead Soul, 01:13:28 05/15/02 Wed

I too felt a little intellectually insulted by the Willow/Osiris scene. I felt it was a very unsubtle attempt to a.) drive home the fact that this is the price for raising Buffy and b.) tell the viewers why Willow can't just raise Tara like she did Buffy. It's the kind of exposition that Giles would do if he were there and boy would I have preferred it from a tweedy stuttering Englishman rather than from something that looked like a special effect from "The Mummy." Although I seriously freaked the cat when I shrieked at Warren's sudden flaying. She's still hiding under the bed.

Dead Soul

[> [> The irreversible effect of S6 to this fan (rambling)*spoilers up to Villains* -- Doriander, 02:12:04 05/15/02 Wed

Although I seriously freaked the cat when I shrieked at Warren's sudden flaying. She's still hiding under the bed.

I'm scarred for life. Not that I haven't seen more gruesome images, I've seen worse. It's just, man, it's Willow.

No coming back from S6, which is why I'm really intrigued at next year's "Buffy...Year One" theme. How will they pull it off? Because by no coming back, I mean I'll never see the characters in the same light again. This season, BtVS became a different show, it should be on cable. The impact is such that I can't go back and watch "Classic Buffy" with as much enjoyment. I tried. I just couldn't laugh at Buffy beating up Willy the snitch anymore. "Lovers' Walk" which has always been a laugh riot, just feels wrong at this point. And after "Villains," f***, I'll be haunted with the image of a skinned Warren, and wouldn't find humour in "Go Fish" and "Earshot" where Willow affects a menacing tone as she interrogates Jonathan. I just feel like ME conditioned us to enjoy certain situations, then this season, shoved our heads into a drum of freezing water, declaring HEY! It's not funny! Whether it's a good thing or not, this season's dark theme sucked me in.

Anybody as affected as I am?

[> [> [> Re: The irreversible effect of S6 to this fan (rambling)*spoilers up to Villains* -- MaeveRigan, 08:13:07 05/15/02 Wed

Irreversible? Hmm. Must admit, "Villains" really shook me up. Much more than "Seeing Red." I've known it was coming-- couldn't help getting somewhat spoiled--but Willow's always been my favorite and this was just terrible.

At the same time, you know, we've really seen it coming. I mean, *way* back, even in seasons 2 and 3, sweet little Willow's drawn to power, to vengeance. EvilWillow, VampWillow have always been part of her (as of course, the shadow is always part of each of us).

I don't know if the effect is irreversible. It really depends on how the season ends, which I don't know yet. And on how season 7 goes. I compare it to a harrowing event or chapter or novel in a series of novels. If the whole series turns out well, you can still enjoy the earlier books, when the characters are just starting out, more carefree. And you dread that chapter or book when you know your hero or heroine is going to have to go through *that thing*, but you read it anyway, because of the catharsis, and because, having been through it once, you know (thankfully!) how it works out--that they all survive, that there's a happy ending, that the suffering will be redeemed, that good will triumph, evil will be punished--whatever you're hoping for (Giles's speech in "Lie to Me," of course, or WTTE!).

Even if you know exactly what's coming next Tuesday (and I don't), we still don't know what's in store for B7, and until the series ends, everything's still up for grabs. I'm not closing the book (or turning off the TV) until Joss and/or Marti say it's over.

[> [> [> Re: The irreversible effect of S6 to this fan -- Robert, 15:40:38 05/15/02 Wed

>> "Anybody as affected as I am?"

Oh yes, and that's why I like this season the best.

[> "My thoughts are all a case of knives" - killing off our inner demons. Spoilers, S6 up to Villains -- How evil ME broke down Rah's resistance to posting., 03:39:25 05/15/02 Wed

The dark places of the soul

Reading posts this morning, it feels like there is a sense in which people regard there being a definite idea of a ‘good’ person and a ‘bad’ person. Willow used to be ‘good’, Warren ‘bad’. Now Willow is ‘bad’.

If we construct our self image around the idea that we are ‘sweet’ and ‘good’, as Willow used to - ‘I’m very seldom naughty’ – we will forever confuse actions as a substitute for who we are. Yes, we should be judged by our actions. But we all contain the volatile possibility within ourselves both for greater, and baser actions. That has been the consistent theme this year. When Buffy beat up on Spike, shouting things at him really directed at herself (Evil, dead thing!) she tries to excuse herself – she came back wrong.

Willow’s anger at Warren is all the more cutting because she treated Tara badly. She comes face to face with someone else who tried to use magic to control their partner. She comes face to face with someone else who thinks they ought to have untrammelled agency in this world. We hate most in other people, what we fear we ourselves contain within.

And her anger grows all the more because of her guilt.

Because she’s sweet Willow, kind Willow. If she can’t be good, then she’ll be evil, thoroughly evil. If she has one evil thought, one awful action, what does it say about her? She might be no better than anyone else! Her self - identity, (her weakest point) shatters. She traverses the moral spectrum because * she * has such a strong investment in the construction of her identity.

Dichotomies break down. Doppelganger showed that there were ‘two’ Willows. One all fuzzy and sweet, the other all skanky and evil. But they are the same! Buffy in the Gift and Buffy- who-beats-up-on-her-boyfriend-and-who-nearly-kills-her- sister – she’s the same person!!

No more altar egos. No more dichotomies between good and evil. If forgiveness was available for Angel, is available for Spike, it’s available for all, for Willow, for Warren, for Xander, for Anya, for Buffy.

Will Buffy forgive Spike? Willow? Yes she will. Because the Spike who tried to force himself on her is the same Spike who comforted her. The Willow who tortured another human being is the same Willow who was so loyal and supportive and sweet to her for years and years.

If we can’t accept that human beings can contain such volatility, that even the best of us could descend the lowest depths, than we are living in a delusion. Human beings behave unexpectedly in stressful conditions. We might surprise ourselves with our courage, our heroism, from a deep down strength we never knew was there (timid, meek Tara) or we can surprise ourselves by our cowardice, our cruelty, our maliciousness. I’ve found that the people who have the most moral integrity, are the people who understand this, and who are ever-vigilant.

The Buffy-coming-back-wrong plot arc is just as much of a red herring as the Willow as magic addict plot line. We will see that Buffy’s moral centre, her capacity for compassion and generosity, precisely toward the very people who have wronged her most (that’s the most meaningful test) like the willow tree, bent with the storm, but resiliently rose up again. Whereas Willow, who has never been bad, cracked at the very first real test she has undergone.

My thoughts are all a case of knives, Wounding my heart
With scatter’d smart,
As watring pots give flowers their lives.
Nothing their furie can controll,
While they do wound and prick my soul.

All my attendants are at strife, Quitting their place
Unto my face:Nothing performs the task of life:
The elements are let loose to fight,
And while I live, trie out their right.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~< BR>
Damn you Villains! for being good
Damn you work! for being boring
and damn myself, for I have no will power at all. Let's not mention this. please. really.

well, embarrassing yourself in public is probably good for the soul.

Blame Mundus. He's too clever and subtle for his own good!

[> [> and requoting myself from February. No Spoilers -- Rahael, 03:46:28 05/15/02 Wed

I read a very thought provoking article about evil this morning. It seems tie into our current discussion (and not only in this thread) on several levels. It is about the nature of evil, and actually made me think and reassess some of my own beliefs. That is pretty rare most days.

I read it in the New Statesman, and its actually an article by an American journalist, Jennifer Szalai

‘Ordinary people do extraordinarily horrible things when their constitution compels them to do so; and while the moralists and relativists may differ in the terms they use, they share an unwillingness to address the role of individual choice; no matter how constrained or limited that choice might be. Evil – if applied to that dark space between necessity and excess, can - only reside within the boundaries of the self. Its source lies in the very thing that makes us human: the impulse to transcend the reality that surrounds us, to abstract from our concrete experience and to free ourselves from necessity. As such, the human capacity for good is inevitably tied to the human capacity for evil: both account for those actions that lie beyond the necessary requirements of everyday survival.’


She refers to Conrad’s Heart of Darkness: (which Apocalypse Now was based on)

‘Marlow detects what lies behind the horror of Kurtz: “There was nothing either above or below him, and I knew it. He had kicked himself loose of the earth. Confound the man! He had kicked the very earth to pieces….I saw the inconceivable mystery of a soul that knew no restraint, no faith, and no fear, yet struggling blindly with itself.” Here is evil stripped bare of all attempts to justify itself. Tearing himself away from the reality that surrounds him, Kurtz lives entirely within that dark space of the soul, a void limited only by its infinite aspirations toward transcendence. ‘

Szalai argues that we should “recognize that evil exists; that it is part of what constitutes human reality; that its realisation lies at that final moment of choice: all of that is necessary if we are to live in a world where the technological capacity to annihilate each other requires us to make a conscious decision not to.”

I find that she picks up on something that I’ve often thought about. Being a liberal it’s very hard for me to say that ‘people are evil’. But I do want to say that evil choices exist. And all sorts of people can make them. Ordinary people. Your neighbours, ourselves.

And BtVS this season seems to be exploring choices. We all have that moment of choice that Szalai talks about. And I find that point she makes, that the attempt to transcend our surroundings and our realities particularly thought provoking with relation to Willow That great goodness and great evil can have a common root, especially after reading CJL’s essay. We’ve had a foretaste of this re Warren’s choices, Andrew’s choices and Jonathan’s choices. I think at the latter end of the season, the White hats will have to start making choices.

I don’t think of evil/good in terms of damnation or repentence. I think of it in terms of being ever vigilant; considering your choices, and never thinking that somehow out there in the world, there are ‘bad’ ‘evil’ people, and that you could never belong in that category, or that you would never do anything bad.

[> [> [> No spells for 30 days -- Can I be Anne?, 09:40:28 05/15/02 Wed

Great, enlightening post, Rahael. Choices and the inner Big Bads is what this season has been largely about and I have really enjoyed the exploration of that theme. However, I feel like in Willow's case, making her an addict with black contacts was a device to absolve her of culpability somewhat. It's in line with the rumor about AH wanting Willow to not be unlikable(I'm not saying this is certainly true because I wasn't there, but it makes sense)
Willow is being controlled by something else, thus it isn't neccesarily her own capacity for evil. This seems like a cop out to me because I've come to expect so much from this show.

[> [> [> [> Re: No spells for 30 days -- Ronia, 09:58:49 05/15/02 Wed

Something akin to the decision to have Angel kill Jenny in vamp face, although he only broke her neck and walked away. It wasn't me, it was my demon, you see.

[> [> [> [> [> Cop outs.... -- Rahael, 10:42:11 05/15/02 Wed

You see, I'm not quite sure whether the drug addict storyline isn't a red herring.

I haven't really had a chance to see Season 6 until up to Tabula Rasa. I haven't seen Villains. This will all be rectified this weekend, so I'll have more of a chance to make my mind up.

If Buffy deceived herself over 'I came back wrong', and Spike deceived/is deceiving himself over what he wants to do, if Anya can deceive herself into thinking she wants vengeance, and if Xander can deceive himself into thinking he doesn't want to marry Anya, if Dawn deceives herself that no one understands, why is Willow an exception in self deception? Buffy has her 'I came back wrong'. Spike has his 'chip'. Willow has her 'I'm addicted to magic' - emotional crutches and self pity, to my mind.

All the Scoobies are letting a kind of emotional cowardice stopping them from growing up. They can't seem to face who they really are, and the sad thing is, they are much, much better human beings than they perceive themselves to be. It's their very fears which make them at times cruel, thoughtless and selfish. Spike doesn't know what he wants to be, good or bad. Buffy doesn't know who to trust, who she wants to be with, who she is. Willow is desperately trying to shore up her self esteem any old way. Isn't 'I'm addicted to magic' a great way to get Buffy's sympathy? a way of getting Tara back when she kicks the habit? of making Willow the centre of sympathy, help and concern?

On the other hand this might be fanwanking. The only thing is, Willow's forte this season has been deception. She deceived Tara again and again. Interesting counterpoint is back in Season 3, when everyone else is down on Buffy for lying about Angel, Willow is the only one who says 'No, secrets can be good!" because, she too is lying to Oz and Cordelia about her affair with Xander.

Were the allusions to Rack as a 'dealer' and Willow's shakes meant to be a light allusion or a heavy allusion by ME? if it were the latter, I think they've misplayed their hand, and muddied the waters too much.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Well said, Rahael. Yet again, I completely agree with you. -- Ixchel, 11:24:50 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> [> [> [> [> Interesting thought and might explain something...speculation -- Anne, 13:01:40 05/15/02 Wed

Actually, that interpretation might explain a recent comment of Joss's that really bothered me.

When he was talking about next season being about "back to the beginning" he said "Buffy won't be dead, and Willow won't be a junkie. . .".

Now I'm sure that Joss knows as well as anyone that once a junkie, always a junkie. And although I might be nitpicking, I don't think it's a good idea to have a plot line that has somebody be just suddenly "cured" of an addiction. But if the addiction wasn't the problem in the first place, that would be a way around it.

Unfortunately, that would also mean that Willow could "not be a junkie" next year, but still be in a power-mad Big Bad mode. So Joss could be doing one of his cute misdirection things, making everybody think things will be better with Willow next season when really they may not be.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Joss's comments (speculation on S7) -- Debbie, 13:56:15 05/15/02 Wed

I think you can interpret Joss's comment about "Willow not being a junky anymore" in two ways. It seems as though S6 is about choices, albeit bad choice, and since he referred to "going back to the beginning", I'm assuming that if Willow comes back from the magic, it will gone for good. While I "spoiled myself" up to Villians, I haven't heard anything on the season finale so this is all speculation. The other option is that Willow will be the Big Bad next season. It can't be Spike becasue even if he gets the chip out, Buffy wouldn't hesitate to kill him after that bathroom scene. Wouldn't make for a season-long Bid Bad by any means.

Based on the history of this show (which I watched S1-S5 in a matter of a two months), it seems to me that Willow will go back to being "some girl" next season, reflecting on her life and choices she's made. Again speculation, but I see them making her to be the Giles of the group dynamic. Guess we have to wait and see.

A comment to those who referred to A.H.'s request that Willow still be likable. I believe she made a comment that, paraphrased, said something like "I don't know if I'd like Willow to be the Bid Bad. I'm afraid that the fans would like Willow anymore." I highly doubt that reason that no on wanted to blame Willow in "Villians" was becasue of that comment. I think it was becasue she will be coming back from the magic and Joss probably doesn't want the fans to hate her and not accept her next season.

Debbie

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Wicked Willow -- Rahael, 02:20:57 05/16/02 Thu

Interesting Anne, I hadn't read that comment before.

I guess Willow next season will settle forever the question drug/power addiction. I think Joss is acknowledging it was a metaphor that got handled far too heavily.

I also think that Willow's going to take a long, long time to recover from this.

As for fans disliking evil Willow, well this fan infinitely prefers strong, powerful, wicked Willow to cutesy, lispy, ooh, I'm a little girl, puppies and kittens Willow. Thank God Villains makes this incarnation of Willow completely uncredible in the future.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Wicked Willow -- Anne, 05:39:53 05/16/02 Thu

I have to agree that I'm fascinated by this Willow. And also (a completely shallow comment): I think Alyson looks much more striking, beautiful even, with the black hair.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Wicked Willow -- MaeveRigan, 06:28:01 05/16/02 Thu

"As for fans disliking evil Willow, well this fan infinitely prefers strong, powerful, wicked Willow to cutesy, lispy, ooh, I'm a little girl, puppies and kittens Willow. Thank God Villains makes this incarnation of Willow completely uncredible in the future."

I'm sort of hoping we can reach a compromise with a powerful, confident, yet ultimately GOOD Willow in the future--somehow. Agree that the drug-addiction metaphor tilted; power corrupts was what we really should have been seeing. Now we are. It's not pretty, and shouldn't be. Fine.

Willow's "Restless" dream indicates that "puppies and kittens" Willow has always been something of a role for her, a costume. To grow up, she's going to have to take it off, and if I had my way, she'll still be able to "love, give, forgive"--much more effectively without the cutesiness. But of course, I'm not Joss/Marti/ME.

Can't wait to see how it all turns out.

[> [> [> [> [> the partition of pastel clad vs. black wearing Willow. -- Can I be Anne?, 11:46:21 05/15/02 Wed

"Something akin to the decision to have Angel kill Jenny in vamp face, although he only broke her neck and walked away. It wasn't me, it was my demon, you see."

I totally agree here. Joss has said that about the vamp face being created to partition monster and man, to emphasize their difference. Thus, I reiterate, Willow becomes forgivably hapless.

[> [> [> [> Culpability -- Malandanza, 10:43:59 05/15/02 Wed

"However, I feel like in Willow's case, making her an addict with black contacts was a device to absolve her of culpability somewhat."

Xander tries to rape Buffy when he is possessed by the hyena spirits.
Angel runs amok during his Angelus period.
Oz kills Veruca while in wolf form.
Buffy tries to kill her friends while under the effects of the hallucinogenic poison.

Extenuating circumstances in each case: Xander, Angel, Oz and Buffy really weren't in control. In each case, the characters had little or no control over their conditions.

Willow's case is different. She made a choice to follow her present path. Maybe she's not fully in control now, but she is responsible for her own actions. I question how little control she really has -- she healed Buffy, after all. Whatever dark powers are working with her would not have wanted the slayer (the girl most likely to stop Evil Willow) back on her feet so quickly.

If Willow continues down her present course, I might agree that at some point she has lost control and become a plaything for the dark powers she has been supplicating, but right now, I don't think anyone should absolve Willow of torture and murder she has committed.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Culpability and Forgiveness -- Rahael, 11:14:05 05/15/02 Wed

I think it's quite possible that Willow will be forgiven by Buffy and her friends. Not absolved of culpability, but forgiven nonetheless. There's been a reason why all the Scooby gang have been mired in the mud recently - they've all done pretty crappy things. They'll give forgiveness because they still love her, and because they need forgiving themselves.

Do I think Willow should ever forgive herself? no. That scar will/should, never be erased from her soul.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Culpability and Forgiveness -- Ronia, 13:39:07 05/15/02 Wed

Willow's friends don't need to forgive her (yet), she hasn't harmed them, merely rejected their advice. Now can they move on and treat her as though she had Not committed a horrible murder? That would be my question. Why did Willow do it? Because she wanted to. Because she felt like it. Will she ever forgive herself? Who can say, she in no way can justify her actions. Harder still is the obvious pleasure she took in them. Our little Willow has gone to a very dark place...willingly. Some people choose to be damned and stay that way. She might be one of them. (for example Ford in Lie to me)

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> "I'll always find you" (spoilers for Villains) -- Rahael, 02:13:06 05/16/02 Thu

I think I saw Ford slightly differently from you. In my view, the whole point of 'Lie To Me' lay in the last conversation between Giles and Buffy, and underlined the fact that you can't easily say "bad person" "good person". Did Ford willingly damn himself? or was he just very very desperate? I think Buffy understood and sympathised, and she pitied him.

As for Willow not having harmed her friends, I'd disagree. She has harmed them. She's gone past the boundary of human decency. She's made a mockery, and a travesty of everything they've worked for, what Tara represented. That seems to me a huge betrayal, of principle, trust and friendship. Plus the whole evil torture thing. Buffy was repulsed by Faith's accidental slaying of a human being. This, compared to the manslaugther of Finch is just off the scale.

As for forgiving herself, I don't think Willow has abandoned who she is quite yet. I also don't think she's made a very conscious, clear headed decision. Lindsay made a conscious and clear decision in AtS; Lilah did; Warren did; I think Jonathan is more muddled, I think Willow is hopelessly lost.

This is the irony of Willow's words to Tara - "I'll always find you". But when she lost her again, she's had another loss; she has wandered far, far away from the person that Tara loved, far from everything she loved about herself and Tara. Is it a case of irony? that Tara will be the one to find her, in some metaphorical way? Will it be love and compassion which restores Willow to herself? She at least deserves it, karmically speaking, since she has given out enough love and compassion to the world, in the past.

I still think Tara would recognise the person Willow has now become. I think she would be saddened, but still loving.

[> [> [> [> [> Completely agree! -- Caroline, 07:45:39 05/17/02 Fri


[> [> Nice to see you back, Rah - great posts! And thanks for the transcripts, also. -- Marie, 03:58:21 05/15/02 Wed

I think, despite what some posters are saying, that Willow will be back, and that the means to bring her back are already in place. By that I mean the love of her friends. I don't know how ME are going to do it, but I'm certain they'll find a way.

M

[> [> Yay!! Rah!!! =) -- neaux, 04:35:26 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> Re: "My thoughts are all a case of knives" (etc.) [Spoilers for "Villains"] -- Rattletrap, 05:56:38 05/15/02 Wed

WB Rah. As ever, a thoughtful, insightful, and articulate post.

I think you hit the nail on the head for this season--our heroes have to come to terms with the darkness within. It seems to me that the sins we are most likely to condemn others for are our own. Willow's torture, flaying, and immolation of Warren certainly seems to support this point.

Just my $.02, still processing, more later

'trap

[> [> What lies underneath (spoilers for Villians) -- ponygirl, 06:27:05 05/15/02 Wed

First of all a big yay Rah for such a lovely post and for being back. My initial thoughts this morning, a bit foggy from the Buffy bash last night, was that ME has finally given us an answer. Where does the darkness come from? The demons come, they take our memories, but it's not us doing evil. Right? Willow in speaking the words of her vamp persona, before brutally killing Warren shows us that that was never true. Her method of killing was very telling - she shows us what was inside. And she shows us finally that the darkness was within all along.

[> [> [> Exactly!! -- Rahael, 06:46:08 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> [> Huh? -- clg0107, 09:52:22 05/15/02 Wed

>>Willow in speaking the words of her vamp persona, before brutally killing Warren shows us that that was never true.

WHAT???

Which words??

Help!

[> [> [> [> clg: She says, "Bored now" - VampWillow's (in)famous tag line. -- Dyna, 10:01:36 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> [> Well said, ponygirl. I agree completely. -- Ixchel, 18:55:32 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> Beautiful, Rahael. I couldn't agree more. Thank you for expressing this idea so well. -- Ixchel, 08:19:31 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> Very well said! Welcome back! -- agent156, 10:25:10 05/15/02 Wed


[> [> Exacerbating my ambivalence -- matching mole, 11:45:55 05/15/02 Wed

This excellent and inspiring post and a number of others have served to increase my own internal conflict about season 6. I see much in it that is admirable and interesting and my perception of same is only increased by the perceptive essays posted here. However there is also much that is incredibly disappointing to me. Just goes to show that we all really do have the capacity for good and evil within us but in my case I'm not sure which is which. Should I love season 6 or hate it?

What choice will turn me to a mole of darkness and what choice to a mole of light? Will I spend my days mentally flaying earthworms and then barbecuing them without benefit of charcoal or lighter fluid? Or will I counsel the fox that comes to eat me and envelope him in white light so that he repents of his evil ways and goes off to eat salad?

I guess the point of the above paragraph is to indicate that I think that the storyline of season 6 for all its magnifence is also somewhat ridiculous. And unlike the many other things in BtVS that are ridiculous there is no sense of any awareness of that fact. In a season that is about the subjective nature of reality the story itself seems wrapped up in itself.

For a brief example of what I mean I'll use Willow both because I think she is the most egregious example of this and because after 'Villains' she is on everyone's mind. I would certainly agree that Willow has always had the seeds of darkness in her as do we all. In fact I would argue that flaws of Willow (and Xander and Buffy) are part of what have made them so effective both as engrossing fictional characters and as opponents of evil over the history of the show. Sure Willow has always been manipulative and often willing to do morally questionable things. The way that these qualities sometimes help and sometimes hinder the Scoobies' struggle against evil in earlier seasons strikes me as an interesting and very true observation about human nature. I would also agree that Willow turning towards darkness seems quite probable.

However I would argue that the sequence of events in S5 and S6 leading to the Willow we see in Villains are melodramatic and contrived hingeing as they do on Willow's assumption of enormous magical power under highly stressful circumstances and a decidedly one sided take on the complex motivations leading to Willow's great work: the resurrection of Buffy. But I'm not complaining about this. Events throughout all seasons of BtVS and AtS have hinged on contrived and melodramatic events. What seems to be missing in BtVS S5 and S6 is the awareness within the story itself that the events are melodramatic and contrived and the perspective that awareness brings to the story.

I'm going to ponder this some more and wait to watch the end of the season next week.

[> [> [> Re: Exacerbating my ambivalence -- Rahael, 11:59:10 05/15/02 Wed

LOL, re the mole of darkness vs mole of light.

Interesting points about the melodrama, I think I not only understand, but agree. Also about the ridiculousness of it. Buffy has always managed to contain both pathos and humour, both complimenting each other so perfectly that the sadness is enhanced the more.

Perhaps we should earmark Season 6 as an interesting experiment that might gain in vintage over the years, and in the context of the end of the whole thing?

Britain has now caught up with America re Season 6, though I still don't have access to cable, so still on the wildfeeds. A friend commented to me that she didn't like Season 6 because it was too 'plotted'. She didn't understand why Buffy had to take a bullet, why it was so dreary, and why not escapist and entertaining.

Of course, she then kind of undercut her credibility re these arguments by saying she had the same problems with Shakespeare. My response was, well, Shakespeare's tragedies are both escapist and entertaining to me!

But a little voice inside of me (I am reading King Lear at the moment) is saying "well, 100 retainers are a bit much!!"

and is it really necessary to ask for the world to be covered in water, and all life to be flooded out cos your daughters are rude to you? And you've been a silly fool?

I hasten to add that I really am loving King Lear (it's got a saintly Cordelia who is called 'unnatural' and monstrous too). Especially Kent, Gloucester and Poor Tom. And Edmund is marvellously evil - let God stand up for bastards indeed!

[> [> [> [> King Lear -- matching mole, 12:31:23 05/15/02 Wed

What a great example. I think that a lot of the power in Lear is that it is ridiculously melodramatic and escapist and entertaining. The characters' complexities derive out of these extreme and not very realistic scenarios. This allows the audience/reader to see them from a perspective of immediacy and a perspective of distance.

One of my favourite examples of this in the Jossverse is the reenactment of Buffy and Angel's love by Wesley and Cordelia. Viewed through the perspective of realism, being close to the characters and the action this is a very insensitive thing to do. The affair wounded Buffy and Angel terribly. But Cordelia's and Wesley's actions emphasized to us how utterly over the top the whole thing was. Which as you say, just enhances our feeling about the whole thing.

[> [> [> [> [> And how about Buffy's touche in Tabula Rasa when... -- A8, 17:40:10 05/15/02 Wed

stripped back down to her more Cordelia-esque early Slayer self, she responds to Spike's over the top speech about his possibly being a "noble vampire" with:"A vampire without a soul...how lame is that?"

[> [> [> [> [> [> That scene is my favourite in all of season 6 -- matching mole, 09:47:00 05/16/02 Thu

I feel somewhat guilty for posting for the 5th or 6th time in a sub-thread that I started myself but I could't resist.

[> [> [> [> [> I thought you'd like this quote, Mole -- Rahael, 03:40:36 05/16/02 Thu

Someone quoted it on a discussion board re books and reading:

“For we dream in narrative, daydream in narrative, remember, anticipate, hope, despair, believe, doubt, plan, revise, criticize, construct, gossip, learn, hate, and love by narrative. In order really to live, we make up stories about ourselves and others, about the personal as well as the social past and future.

“I set out this long, incomplete, and highly obvious list not simply to point to the narrative structure of acts of mind but to suggest the deficiency of our commonly posited antagonism between dream and realistic vision.

Educationalists still suggest that the process of maturation involves movement out of the fantasy-life into a vision of life ‘as it is’. Teachers have even constructed syllabuses on the assumption that we begin with fairy tales and daydreams and work gradually into realistic modes….. There is a widespread and, I suggest, dubious but understandable assumption on the part of wishful believers in life- enhancement that human beings begin by telling themselves fairy tales and end by telling truths.” ~ Barbara Hardy

Do you think that this is where Buffy has lost its way in Season 6? because it believed that they must move from fairy tale into truth? Buffy's greatest strength, to my mind was never seeing any antagonism between dream and real life. Or are they still telling us fairy tales about real life in Season 6?

I'll be able to judge soon enough. Can't wait.

[> [> [> [> [> [> That's a really good question (spoilers for pretty much all of BtVS) -- matching mole, 08:54:33 05/16/02 Thu

Like you I'll hold judgement on whether season 6 has 'lost its way' until I see the last two episodes next week.

It does seem to me that the Oh Grow Up theme seems an attempt to make the progression you mentioned - to move from fantasy into real life. But like you I find that it is the juxtaposition of fantasy and reality and the refusal to distinguish between the two is what makes BtVS and AtS so compelling. Hence my ambiguity and confusion.

I think that there have been several trends over time in BtVS that don't seem to be running parallel to one another. I find it convenient to think of the six seasons as forming three periods with the end of season 2 and the end of season 4 as transition points. In the first two seasons you have a very strong emphasis on the high school setting, a heavy emphasis on vampires, other demons and creatures have a very obvious metaphorical slant, and with the exception of the Willow/Xander/Buffy romantic triangle there is relatively little internal conflict within the Scoobies. Also the level of supernatural activity is restrained and it remains within the bounds of credulity that the general populace remains ignorant. The end of season 2 sees Willow perform her first major spell, without the advice of either Buffy or Giles, and Xander takes his matters into his own hands by not telling Buffy about the attempt to resoul Angelus. Joyce finds out that Buffy is the slayer.

Seasons 3 and 4 present things in a very different way. Internal conflict within the Scoobies becomes an important part of the story. This period is marked by a large influx of new characters. Cordelia and Oz, although they were around earlier, really only becme heavily involved in Scooby activities in S3. And Anya, Tara, Faith, Wesley, and Riley are introduced in this period. Spike also becomes a regular and no longer a villain. Many of these characters become complex making the social world of the Scoobies more complex. The external setting becomes less important but it remains. Despite all the high school themed titles of season 3 episodes I would argue that high school life is much less a part of S3 than it is for S1 and S2. The Mayor and the Initiative reveal that the supernatural is widespread and known to at least some other humans. The demon world becomes more elaborate and less metaphorical. Vampires become much less important. The general ignorance of the population becomes completely unbeleivable.

Like the end of season 2 the end of season 4 marks a major turning point. The expanded world of S3 and S4 is clearly refocused on the original four core characters: Buffy, Giles, Willow, and Xander. Sunnydale becomes more of a metaphor than a real place - there is no longer even the slightest attempt to explain how the fantastic events shown fit into the ordinary world. The individual demons become less and less of inherent interest on their own. S5 is focused on Buffy alone to an extent not seen in any other season. S6 continues the focus on Buffy and expands it to include Xander, Willow, and Spike (Spike having replaced Giles in some sense as the fourth core member of the show). These characters are explored in much greater psychological depth than we've seen before. A consequence of this is that the secondary Scoobies become more defined by their relationships to the main characters than by any issues they might have on their own. This happens to Riley pretty much immediately at the start of S5 - Buffy doesn't love him as much as he thinks she should so he falls apart. Dawn who is the only new regular character to be added post-Restless has pretty much always been defined as Buffy's sister and has never really taken on a life of her own. Tara did retain somewhat of an independent existence for a while but it seems to me by the end of S5 that Tara, nice and appealing as she was, was a character whose purpose in the show was to have an effect on Willow. Only Anya remains an anachronism, a throwback to her origins in S3. Although certainly not as fully developed as Xander she has retained her own agenda to a limited extent. Perhaps it is no surprise that I have generally found her scenes in the past few episodes the most satisfying.

So we see some trends towards greater realism - particularly with regards to the psychological state of the major characters. On the other hand we see an increasing tendency away from realism in the presentation of the world of those characters. And I think the relationships of the core characters to others (the secondary Scoobies, Joyce, etc.) has been distinctly non-linear. In the beginning these relationships were simple - the excitement of teen love, the exasperation with one's parents. Later these relationships became more complex as the 'others' grow in number and complexity. We see Joyce's side of the story. We see Cordelia and Oz as having their own stories and not just being Xander and Willow's partners. But then there is this step sideways. The core characters retake center stage and the secondaries have to step back.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: That's a really good question (spoilers for pretty much all of BtVS) -- Rahael, 09:59:49 05/16/02 Thu

Thank you for that detailed and insightful analysis. Much food for thought.

I'm wondering if 'Normal Again' is a kind of paradigm for Season 6. That is the most self concious ep of Season 6, right? hand in hand with OMWF (I can't wait to see NA).

In NA, we see a totally split world. The magic and reality cannot coexist together, presenting Buffy with earth shattering dilemmas. I wonder if there is a correlation in the theme of dreams, imagination as being incompatible in the harshness of today's world. And that this is actually a satiric point by ME. Buffy dies in a fantasy world, but wakes up in a 'real' one, where she has to worry about bills and mundane things, work in the harsh flourescent world of DMP. The imaginative, magical side of her is institutionalised, problematised and locked up in 'NA'.

I'm just wandering how Willow and magic, and Spike and his chip fit into all of this. Perhaps Willow's magic has been problematised? Spike's badness has been compromised, and our least broody character has turned into one of our most careworn?

Are we just seeing mirrorverse Sunnydale? Buffy through the looking glass?

Lots to think about while I go back to packing.........

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Before it got archived, I wanted to say that I really got a lot from this little subthread. Thanks. -- yuri, 00:00:30 05/17/02 Fri

It was great all the way back to unexacerbating Kind Lear. This is not so unusual here (the enjoying and the learning) but when it is extra thought provoking and when it makes me actually go and research things things that are discussed, I like to say my little thank yous. Thank you.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> seconded. Lots of nice stuff to read here. -- Ete, 04:56:24 05/17/02 Fri


[> [> [> [> "an interesting experiment that might gain in vintage over the years" -- yez, 13:18:12 05/15/02 Wed

Nice way of phrasing that, and I've been wondering about it, too, particularly after listening to Stephen DeKnight's (sp?) interview on thesuccubusclub.com where he mentions a couple of times, I think, that ME didn't want to resurrect Buffy and in 2 eps. have everything be back to normal. They wanted it to be trying and dark.

My concern from the first ep. of the season was that it was trying -- not just for Buffy, but for me to watch, even while I felt like I appreciated what they were trying to do. I think it's very interesting to explore Buffy's coming back to life as a long emotional process, not just a discreet physical event. However, it was a little on the boring side for me. I got it, I GOT IT, and wanted to move on. And perhaps that frustration of not being able to move on was what they wanted their viewers to feel. But that's not really something you can appreciate until after the fact.

So now that we're getting to a point where we can experience the "experiment" through the fast-forward of our memories, it's much more palattable, at least for me.

yez

[> [> [> [> [> Re: "an interesting experiment that might gain in vintage over the years" -- matching mole, 17:16:41 05/15/02 Wed

That is kind of the way I think of season 6 - an interesting experiment. In fact I might have used those very words if pressed had not Rah beat me too it. And I am definitely not coming down with any sort of final opinion until next week. Yez also describes my own feeling of impatience very well. Someone a week or so ago mentioned Buffy spinning in circles. I guess I felt that I got the point, I understood Buffy's problem. It was an interesting problem but watching Buffy mope about for weeks on end as the focal point was not very interesting. But in hindsight it may seem very different.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Well, if past is prologue... -- OnM, 16:49:10 05/16/02 Thu

... that may very well be the case, since I seem to be seeing more and more complimentary posts regarding S4, which at the time it was airing was garnering many of the same general 'the show has lost it's way!' types of criticism that S6 has been this year.

Certainly in the film industry, there have been numerous cases of work that didn't go over that well on initial release that later somehow turned into 'classics'. (Blade Runner and Apocalypse Now spring to mind as examples).

Ever since BtVS evolved the serial/episodic format in S2, I've always treated it as if the entire series is one (veeeerry!) long movie. So, perhaps one of the reasons for my being so 'up' on S6 is that to me it is only a 'part' of the epic-- I expect the compositional textures to vary over time. I put myself in the moment, and tend to go with it, expecting to only form a final judgement when the 'true' ending occurs, which may be next year, or may not be for many years if Joss elects to extend the show's run or make the transition to film, something he has stated he would like to do.

[> [> Wonderfully eloquent and compelling, thanks. -- yez, 12:44:07 05/15/02 Wed



Vampy Willow (spoilers for Villians) -- jb, 21:43:55 05/14/02 Tue

Willow's whole "Bored now" remark before ripping Warren's skin off (btw, did that disturb anyone else as much as it did me?) obviously harkened back to vampy, evil Willow as seen in the false reality that Anya created via Cordy's wish back in whatever season that was. I thought it was interesting that just as Anya "gets her vengeance on again," part of that alternate reality returns in Willow. It also seems to me (and possibly this has been mentioned before on this board) that ME is returning the Scoobies to their Season One structure. Anya and Spike are attempting to revert to their old ways, and Tara is now gone. As for Willow, in my gut I really believe that she is going to come back from this, even though I think she's a lot more interesting as the big bad.

[> At that point, it stopped being about Tara (spoilers) -- cjl, 22:04:10 05/14/02 Tue

This is what's so frightening, and sad.

Willow's rampage and torture session violates every principle Tara stood for in her short, unhappily-ended life. If Tara is hovering around in spirit form somewhere, she must be rending her ectoplasm in agony and despair.

Willow gets a "taste" of ultimate power, power without moral restrictions, and she likes it. A lot. All the resentment and isolation and pain she's been holding in since childhood can now be expressed without fear of social penalty. She's given herself a free pass to wreak havoc, and she's using Tara's memory as an excuse. But once she says those two awful words at the end of the episode, her rampage stops being about Tara.

I think, on some level, Buffy knows this and can see what's coming, because she's had to fight the same dark desires in herself. She almost HAS to lecture to Xander and Dawn because Warren's pure, unadulterated scumminess clouds the issue. It's not about him, either; it's about Willow destroying herself.

[> [> And not only that... -- Solitude1056, 22:23:13 05/14/02 Tue

Didn't someone mention at some point that if Willow does what she intends, Warren wins, she's the same as him? I wouldn't say he wins - he won't, and hasn't - but Willow does become his equal, his peer down at the lowest of the low in human society: the sociopath without conscience. If she'd picked up a gun and shot back, standing over her lover's body, that's one thing. But tracking someone down in cold blood, that's ... not good.

All of my housemate's commentary about the "california namby- pamby 'let the law take care of it'" Buffy-tude can be countered on several levels, and is, with Willow's example. First (and foremost at least in my mind, after my last evening this semester surrounded by under-21-yr-olds) is that you couldn't pay me a world of anything to convince me to be judge-jury-and-executioner, except in the pure heat of the moment - and that could even be argued as just defensive-executioner, and not judge&jury. No decision is being made, in that case, other than "I will protect myself and those I love." There's a subtle but important difference between saying "I/we deserve to live" and "you deserve to die." Willow crossed the line from one to the other, and again, that's not good.

After all, the american legal system has 12 folks on the jury, a judge, at least two lawyers, one or more police officers, appeal courts, and then finally an executioner (if the state has the death penalty). Like Buffy said, it doesn't always work... but at least no one person carries the entire emotional burden for the final decision. And that emotional decision is a world o' burden for adults, let alone Scoobies on the brink of true adulthood. Add to that, I've been around legal systems that keep things hush-hush. "What happened? No idea. The person's gone." Or, "no idea, they're still here, and we don't know why or how it was decided." Does this serve society's purpose, to have someone simply disappear or be returned without comment? I dunno, but I do know - in that position (assuming I hadn't been able to fire back while in the immediate aftermath), I'd want Warren to go through the system. I'd want everyone to know what he'd done. I'd want him to have to go through the long, arduous process, to truly suffer as the moments pass. I'd want him to see the community, and the world, turn its back on him. Simple death is too quick - it's the long grueling journey to get there, that may be the only vengeance to assuage the pain. In Willow's place - at that point, 12 hrs or so later - I would've turned Warren in, because I'd want him to suffer for a lot longer.

I agree about the reasons behind Buffy's lecture, even if she did sound a bit like she was convincing herself, too (and SMG/Joss probably intended it to sound that way). I just can't see how Willow could come back from this by next season - after all, it took Faith nearly three seasons to finally begin to recover from her acts, and she didn't have nearly the emotional punch behind her act as Willow does. By that I mean, Faith didn't kill out of self-defense or revenge so she lacked the self-bolstering element of vengeance.

And lastly: anyone wonder just how much longer Anya is going to want to stay vengeance demony? This is twice now she's seen how badly it can wreck things...

Rambling, but it's late... ;-)

[> [> [> Re: And not only that... -- DEN, 22:43:19 05/14/02 Tue

The fact that Warren has no chance at all in his confrontation with Willow is even more disturbing. In most "vengeance stories" the moral ambbiguites are blurred by making the avenger fight against heavy odds, or by creating a showdown with at least the structure of a fair fight. But Dark Willow uses her power to torture Warren in a fashion our culture reserves for the worst villains. I 'm still sick to my stomach--almost ashamed to have watched a scene I consider pornographic, and furious at ME for reducing a great show to the level of an imitation snuff film. And for what? On the other side or in the next incarnation, will not Tara shrink from what Willow has become? It has been well said: "if you seek revenge, first dig two graves."

And a final irony: in order for ME to "justify" warren's fate, the script allows him a certain kind of dignity at the end. Jeering at his tormentor, spitting in her face metaphorically, he almost harks back to Willow's first confrontation with Glory. Talk about an unintended consequence! Better to burn him on first sight!

[> [> [> [> Jeering & begging (spoilers for Villians) -- Solitude1056, 22:54:31 05/14/02 Tue

And a final irony: in order for ME to "justify" warren's fate, the script allows him a certain kind of dignity at the end. Jeering at his tormentor, spitting in her face metaphorically, he almost harks back to Willow's first confrontation with Glory. Talk about an unintended consequence! Better to burn him on first sight!
But after he's done doing that, did you notice what Warren said - I'll need to rewatch tomorrow to get it down better - he not only said her actions would damage her, but also her friends. That struck me as somewhat odd, or perhaps it was supposed to be a moment of clarity from someone who knew his number was up, anyway. But why would someone like Warren - who's clearly considered his "friends" to be expendable as needed - realize that one's actions have impact not only on one's self but also on one's chosen community?

And if I recall correctly, it's at that point that Willow reverted to VampWillow - and in that moment she became Warren, the souled-but-soul-less creature who could've cared less what sort of damage his (her) actions would have on anyone other than himself (herself).

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Jeering & begging (spoilers for Villians) -- DEN, 23:13:08 05/14/02 Tue

Sol--I think you're right; Warren's warning forces Willow to a final point of choice. Nietzsche's phrase about looking into the abyss and having the abyss look back at you comes to mind.

As for how he comes up with it, I suggest it's less a fundanemtal insight in his final moments than the work of that Exposition Fairy who stands at MN's right hand.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Jeering & begging (spoilers for Villians) -- mmm, 06:15:52 05/15/02 Wed

My impression of warren's "insight" was that he was trying to do anything to stop Willow from hurting him, and he knows how other people view friendships and relationships. He was attempting to use her love for her friends to save his own skin - any positive consequences for willow would be purely unintentional from his point of view.

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Jeering & begging (spoilers for Villians) -- C.C. Green, 13:32:39 05/15/02 Wed

New poster.

What I found most interesting about the "transformation" of Willow in "Villians" was the way that Alyson played the character throughout the episode. Driven by fury at first and slowly, getting more confident, letting the dark side of her (VampWillow) take over. It was like watching the character of six years develop all in one episode. You could almost expect the "bored now" comment.

While I agree that the skinning of Warren was gruesome and unexpected, I think it was a clear indication of just how far Willow would go. At that point, she didn't want to hear just how much pain she was in . . . from Warren or her friends. She's numb now. Like death affects us, she has taken the pain inside her and is self-destructing. Unlike us, she has the power to lash out in worse ways. We all react to death in different ways. What started out as Tara has turned Willow into her alter ego. After all, VampWillow was just "Willow without any inhibitions". She's been on this path, slowly but surely, since "Doppleganged".

All in all, excellent episode and many kudos to Alyson and the writers for an incredible job. Awesome special effects.

[> [> [> [> [> Re: Jeering & begging (spoilers for Villians) -- Malandanza, 07:09:54 05/15/02 Wed

"in that moment she became Warren, the souled-but-soul- less creature who could've cared less what sort of damage his (her) actions would have on anyone other than himself (herself).

I don't think anything Warren said or didn't say mattered -- Willow wasn't listening. But I do think that you make a mistake when you say Willow became Warren -- there has been a tendency to see Warren as the embodiment of all that is evil. Worse than Angelus -- because he has a soul but no conscience. This episode showed otherwise.

Warren does have a conscience. The Katrina apparition proved that he had been suffering from guilt to some degree -- much as Faith suffered for killing the Mayor's assistant. In fact, Warren seems to have followed the same path as Faith, trying to run from his conscience by embracing evil. There were hints before that he was troubled: a couple of times Jonathan has muttered something about dead girlfriends and Warren has overreacted. Also, keep in mind that Katrina's death was an accident -- as was Tara's. The attempted murder of Buffy was the act of a moment -- not a premeditated attempt on her life. That Warren's murder was premeditated is beyond question -- Willow tried to kill him at the bus (snapping the robot's neck -- does that count as murder? Some people claim that April was sentient, why wouldn't robot Warren be as well?). Had he been on the bus, he would have been dead then. Willow had a second chance to think about what she was doing -- and she made the same decision: to kill Warren. I doubt that Warren would have killed either Tara or Katrina if he had had a second chance.

Willow has gone far beyond anything that Warren has done. She hunted him down for the purpose of killing him -- but death wasn't enough, first there was torture. And so, Willow has joined a select group of the most heinous or out of control villains -- Angelus, Glory (although she used torture to gain information, not for pleasure), Marcus (the child killing vampire) and Faith (on her rampage) who use torture. Is torture worse than murder? The consensus seems to be yes -- based on defenses of Spike over the years as being somehow more moral because he kills cleanly. And, certainly, murder preceded by torture is worse than either murder or torture alone.

Then there were her final words -- "One down..." What will she do to Jonathan and Andrew, who, after all, were in jail at the time of the killing?

While we don't know how much of her behavior is controlled by the dark forces raging through her body, we cannot excuse Willow on the basis of demonic possession. She knew the dangers of dark magic better than anyone else on the show and chose to use these forces anyway. Furthermore, Willow's thirst for vengeance seems to have come from within, before she sucked all the knowledge from those evil books, based on Anya's knowledge before Willow ever set foot in the Magic Box.

What Warren did was awful, but he didn't deserve what Willow did to him. No one deserves that. Willow is so far beyond Warren in evil that it is difficult to imagine how