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Spike Is In Love With? (Spoilers for OMWF and TR) -- Kimberly, 04:51:14 11/15/01 Thu

While rewatching OMWF and TR last night, a thought occurred to me. Could it be that Spike is not in love with Buffy as much as he is in love with what she represents? In TR, he does not assume that they are a couple, but he does assume he should go with her to fight.

I haven't developed this thought much past this. Comments, questions, discussion, please.
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[> Re: Spike Is In Love With? (Spoilers for OMWF and TR) -- Slayrunt, 05:04:55 11/15/01 Thu

Perhaps Spike is like the guy (forget his name) from Never Kill a Boy on the First Date. Season One ep about the boy who enjoys the excitment from the fighting.
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[> [> The guy from NKABOTFD was Owen..."True, he has a certain 'Owenosity'"... -- Rob, 10:43:42 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> Re: The guy from NKABOTFD was Owen..."True, he has a certain 'Owenosity'"... -- Shaglio, 12:02:20 11/15/01 Thu

NKABOTFD? Wasn't Donny Wahlberg in that band? You've got the right stuff, baby!
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[> [> [> [> ROFLMAO! Has anybody ever told you you're funny? 'Cause you are! :-) -- Rob, 12:41:03 11/15/01 Thu


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[> What? -- RH, 07:07:11 11/15/01 Thu

Spike in love with the idea of love, and not actually the object of love?!?! How unorthodox! Oh, wait - there was Cecily, there was Harmony...

Remember, Buffy makes him feel "alive" - like he is a "man". I don't know how that reflects on his relationship with Drusilla, but we know that when he was alive and a man, he was making "puppy-eyes" at Cecily and acting all sappy. Hmmm... is that all he can remember about being human? He jumped out of one "love" relationship (Cecily); into another (Dru); and when Dru left he clung to Harmony; then he dumps Harmony for Buffy... Besides the fact that he has MAJOR rebound issues, he obviously enjoys being "loves b!tch", although I would venture and say that his relationship with Buffy, aside from altering his personality for the better, has also brought him closer to discovering what "true" love is all about, (listening, caring, protecting, etc.) The only other person he's been that attentive to was Dru, and she was evil and rejected him - perhaps he has higher hopes that Buffy, being good, will not?

"Could it be that Spike is not in love with Buffy as much as he is in love with what she represents?"

A possibility, we've seen a lot of changes in Spike which seem contradictory to his absence of soul - could these have been perpetuated by "love"? Does some part of his human memory yearn for goodness and redemption? Is it true that "all you need is love"???

I've just finished a (vampire) novel entitled "Dead Until Dark" by Charlaine Harris. In it, the vampire, Bill, explains the "vampire world" to his human (telepath) girlfriend, Sookie. He notes that although vampires do not function on the same level of morality as humans, they do have certain traditional codes of honour that they all follow, (since they will be living together for an eternity, it makes for more peaceful relationships with other vampires). He indicates that he was a good man before he was turned, and although remnants of his "good" self remain, (in his memories and his actions when interacting socially with other humans - vampires have just been recognized), he is still an instinctual, wild creature who must feed his hunger. Bill chose to live alone rather than with other vampires. He noted that vampires who "nested" together had a tendency to be far more cruel and dangerous because they egged each other on to heights of depravity. He also indicated that there was a "pecking order" (heirarchy - older vampires had more authority, and they had "offices" for each geographical location, much like our government...)

Perhaps this is, in part, what has also been affecting Spike. Lately, he has adopted the morality of the Scoobies because of his constant association with them, (the whole "guilty by association", and "you can tell about a person by the friends they hang out with" thing.) From the very beginning, Spike had Drusilla, Angel and Darla to goad him into "proving" himself, (this may be why he was able to so readily identify Angel as an "Uncle Tom" - because he knew that Angel had been living alone and getting "soft"?) Even after Angel and Darla left, Spike still had Dru, and recruited even more minions once he entered Sunnydale. Every day, he had to prove that he was smarter, faster, more vicious than his fellow vampires, or else his leadership would be usurped (remember how he got rid of the "Annointed One"?) Spike has since been "abandoned" by Dru, (and suitably humbled in "love") - with no one to turn to, used to being in a group, (he spent almost 200 co-dependent years with Dru), and newly "chipped", he attached himself to the Scoobie Gang. Seeing as Buffy is the undesputed leader - faster, smarter, (and being cute didn't hurt either), he finds himself drawn to her, with no thoughts of challenging her position of authority, (it also helps that he knows he is helpless to do so because of the chip). Dru held much the same position - she was his true Sire (undesputed position of authority), the person who not only cared enough about him to give him eternity, but having arrived so quickly after his humiliation with Cecily, the person he automatically turned to for "love", (the lifeblood of poets). Does this mean that Spike is eternally doomed to pursue these kinds of "pining and mooning" relationships where he plays the devoted "slave" to his beloved? Only time will tell...

Personally, I think Spike has some serious abandonment issues that he needs to work through. He also needs to spend some quality time on his own learning to be independent and finding out who, (or what), he really is.
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[> [> Spike and Love -- Kimberly, 07:42:14 11/15/01 Thu

Wow, you certainly took a throw-away thought and ran with it! :-) Great ideas for the brain to munch on.

I was actually thinking more along the idea that Spike seems to be searching for a way to be a "good" vampire; that he thinks he wants Buffy when in reality he wants to be good and to fight evil. I've also been wondering if what Giles said in The Harvest is incomplete: if the demon which takes over doesn't destroy or evict the soul, but overpowers it. This would give an opportunity to have the soul eventually overcome the demon. It would certainly explain how Spike has become less evil the longer he is "chipped".

What happens if/when the chip goes will be very interesting in this arc. Spike isn't Angel, redeemed from outside. In a very real way, Spike is redeeming himself. The chip was just a crutch to help him along.

What do others think?
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[> [> [> Soul is in the ether, and the "like to fight" boys, Spike and Xander -- Whisper2AScream, 08:07:55 11/15/01 Thu

I thought they already cleared up where the soul of person goes when someone is vamped with the whole situation with Angel. The only way for Spike to have a soul is if it's restored to him.

The thing is with Spike that despite the present of the demon (Which might a weak one to start with since he's several generations removed from the Master after all. I don't know if this holds true in the Buffyverse, but in World of Darkness context, the later generation vampires tend to be weaker than their predecessors. I think it's that the powers get diluted over time. We have seen instances where some vampires are more self-aware than others, while many seem little more than animated zombies.), he's still has kept many human traits. The Judge immediately noticed this for him and Dru, more his end for his love for her. Especially emotions. He's very emotional. He's in love, he's angry, he's happy, he's depressed, etc. Angelus in comparision was cold and cruel. I think Spike mainly liked his new existence as a vampire because he could take revenge on those who mocked him, and ridiculed him when he was human.

I think of the group, he seems comparable to Xander. Both have had problems with relationships in the past, both are willing to be tactless to get their point across, and both are the most emotional of the group. Especially recently, if there's a problem, Xander and Spike (along with Buffy) both seemed to say "Gimme a weapon and lemme fight the problem." Case in point, Xander asking for an ax in OMWF, his fist through the wall in the Gift since he couldn't fight Joyce's cancer, and his reaction of "let's kill it" to his other self when he was split in two in the "Replacement." Not unlike Spike's glee to be fighting something. Maybe that's why Xander and Spike have trouble getting along, each sees too much of themselves in the other?
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[> [> [> Re: Spike and Love -- vandalia, 09:18:20 11/15/01 Thu

I think Spike craves acceptance. He wants to belong. What he wants to belong _to_ is, in my mind, secondary. He was never accepted into the group he moved with socially (as seen in Fool For Love), he was always the odd man out, with his dreadful poems and earnest entreaties of love and disdain for violence.

Once he was turned, it seemed to be the same story: Darla especially seemed to dislike William/Spike. Of the group, only Drucilla accepted him, and whether that was because she was mad or she loved him, I don't know. I really get the feeling that the relationship with Drucilla was very one-sided. Look how quickly she returned to Angel once he became Angelus again, then again, after they ran to Brazil, it was Dru leaving him, this time for a chaos demon. Spike may have loved Dru because she rescued him from mediocrity (which is probably true) but I think he loved her because she chose him (probably the first woman to ever do so). She singled him out. She made him feel special and wanted and (later) needed. But the only time it appears that Darla accepted Spike was when he killed the slayer in China, and even that was more a reaction of disbelief that he could do something Angel(us) couldn't ("You're saving missionaries while Spike - SPIKE - is killing SLAYERS!") than a vote of confidence in Spike's abilities as a vampire.

Now, Spike is stuck. He's again on the fringes of a group that barely tolerates him and keeps him out of the loop. He was truly hurt when he discovered that they had gone and raised Buffy without telling him. He thought he'd finally been accepted after a whole summer of working with them and looking after Dawn. I don't think he's interacted with the SG since Afterlife in any meaningful way (the only time we've seen him do so is in the musical, when he found a minion and brought it to Buffy, and when he requested asylum from the loan shark demon. Both were brief, and the one that he was 'himself' he was quickly rejected by Giles). He hasn't just shown up to visit or get in people's hair, instead preferring to sneak in and out the basement of the shop to get supplies without interacting with anyone.

What does this have to do with love and Buffy? This, I think: Spike is looking for acceptance. He wants to be special. He wants desperately to be loved. The only person in his life who truly accepted him for any period of time was Dru, and even she left him eventually, ostensibly because she perceived weakness in him (making a truce with the Slayer to 'rescue' Dru from Angelus) but with hints that even then his feelings for Buffy were in existence. Maybe Spike sees in Buffy someone that, if she loves him, validates his existence. If Buffy loved him it would certainly make him accepted with the SG (I mean, they accepted Angel even after he killed Jenny Calendar, right? And if Angel can get away with killing one of their friends and still be accepted because of Buffy's love, then Spike, who's never killed one of their friends, should have at least as good a shot). He also sees many parallels between Buffy and himself. Look at Buffy's take on love in Something Blue:

"But then I can't help thinking, isn't that where the fire comes from? Can a nice safe relationship be that intense? Its nuts, but part of me believes that real love and passion have to go hand in hand with lots of pain and fighting-"

This could pretty much sum up Spike's opinion of love ("You'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other til you quiver, but you'll never be friends. Love's not brains, children. Its blood. Blood wanting to work its will.")

Spike also sees Buffy's love of the fight (which admittedly hasn't been much in evidence lately, except in TR when she forgets who she is and figures she must be some kind of superhero) and shares it (hey, I'm a superhero too!) He knows what it took her spirit guide to tell her: that she's full of love. She loves her friends, her sister... Spike just wants a part of that love. I think in his own way Spike is full of love as well. He's clearly attached to all things human, be it television or food or sex or love. He does care about people. The problem is getting love in return. Does he deserve it? I think he's done a pretty good job of rising above what's supposed to be his basic nature as a vampire, without a soul to help him (yes, he's got a chip, but it just keeps him from hurting people physically, it doesn't make him care about them). I think that love and acceptance would make it easier for him to be good. But I don't think he'll see either love or acceptance until he's good without either chip or the expectation of reward (in Spike's case, the reward being acceptance). I think he's capable of it, and I also think he's worthy of Buffy's love (or will be once he's done this).
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[> [> [> [> Re: Spike and Love -- Nina, 15:44:41 11/15/01 Thu

"I think he's capable of it, and I also think he's worthy of Buffy's love (or will be once he's done this)"

According to your wonderful above theory (a few threads up), I think that if it happens to be right we will see a very interesting couple. They will both have to rise against what they once did. Maybe together they can make it work. At least Buffy would be in a position to fully understand what it is to have commit "murders".
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Is there a synopsis of TR up anywhere for the Trollops? (and also... -- Marie, 06:43:39 11/15/01 Thu

...while I'm at it, and because I'm bored!)

do you find yourself using quotations from BtVS in your real-life conversations? I know I do it all the time (for instance, in work I've caught myself saying "Oooh, I have knowledge. I am knowledge girl!", or at home, it makes my son giggle if I say things like "Traffic - bad; pavement - pretty!", or just "Aha!" (what can I say - he's easily pleased!).

Marie
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[> Buffy and Kids -- Kimberly, 06:54:07 11/15/01 Thu

He sounds cute, how old?

My six-year-old son doesn't usually watch Buffy (skeletons came to life--his worst nightmare, I'm afraid), but he has watched Once More With Feeling. My husband made two cassette tapes of it, and my son has appropriated one copy of the Buffy Sing-a-Long tape, and listens to it to go to sleep. And, we were listening to it in the car, looked back, and saw him singing AND dancing to it. I thought that was pretty cool.
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[> [> Re: Buffy and Kids -- pagangodess, 10:45:19 11/15/01 Thu

I have a 6-year-old as well and let him watch reruns during the summer months. At first, I was weary, thinking it may give him nightmares, but, much to our surprise, the demons did not phase him one bit. He loves the show. And, get this, he told me that kids at his school(this is grade one, we're talking about)said that Buffy is cursed. One day, I'll get into a conversation with him about the whole curse thing.

I also use 'that just stakes' phrase, much to friends amusement. Or I say to the kids 'come with'.

Also, BAPS? Please enlighten, I want to be knowledge girl too.

pagangodess
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[> [> [> Re: Buffy and Kids (Minor spoiler for Fear Itself) -- Kimberly, 11:02:35 11/15/01 Thu

You'll have to get somebody more hardcore than me to explain BAPS, although I suspect it's another board.

We don't actually forbid our son to watch. In fact, he used to kind-of watch regularly (in other words, play in the same room while Mommy and Daddy watch). That continued until Fear, Itself when a skeleton came to life. Since he's scared of "bones" (his word for skeleton), that ended his desire to be in the room while Buffy is on.

Just remember, sometimes Knowledge Girl has to save the day. ;-)
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[> [> [> [> Re: Buffy and Kids (Minor spoiler for Fear Itself) -- pagangodess, 11:19:29 11/15/01 Thu

Kimberley, I never even assumed that you forbade your son to watch BtVS. Maybe I came across wrong somehow. I also have this thing called 'foot in the mouth'. I appologize. Now if you said your 6-year-old was allowed to watch 'hanibal', I'd have a problem with that. lol

pagangodess
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy and Kids (Minor spoiler for Fear Itself) -- Kimberly, 11:34:33 11/15/01 Thu

Relax. (I think you may be more something about posting here than me, which takes some doing.) I didn't assume you meant we forbade him; I was just clarifying. (If I assumed you meant we SHOULD forbid him, you would have been blasted with a long treatise on the nature/place of violence in the world, the ability/usefulness of sheltering children from violence in an unfortunately violent world, and the ability to use programs as a "teaching moment". It's a thread I'm considering starting to see how others feel on the subject; I don't think I'm the only Mommy here.)

Note, I said "if". I was just having a discussion in which I wanted to clarify a point. No harm, no foul.

Hannibal? *I* won't watch that. LOL
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: Buffy and Kids (Minor spoiler for Fear Itself) -- pagangodess, 11:46:54 11/15/01 Thu

Right, you are. You can shelter them from violence all you want and they'll still make sword or gun shapes out of their breakfast toast. Which comes back around to another thread 'is evil learned or is it ingrained?'. Anyway, nice chit chat, gtg pick up the kidlets from school (and listen to OMWT soudtrack in the car, makes the whole riding in the car experience so much more...)

:) pagangodess
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[> [> [> BAPS -- Deeva, 12:06:45 11/15/01 Thu

BAPS stands for "Bloody Awful Poet Society" and it is another site. It's. All. About. Spike.

www.bloodyawfulpoet.com is the addy
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[> [> [> [> Thanks, Deeva, I'll check it out. -- pagangodess, 19:47:37 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> Re: Buffy quotage -- mundusmundi, 14:55:53 11/15/01 Thu

Since I'm not clever enough to say anything funny on my own, most definitely. And I don't think I'm the only one. About a month ago, at the coffee shop I frequent, one of the girls working there said to another, "Oh, how fantabulous!" :)
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[> I do it all the time, Marie, LOL. -- rowan, 07:52:37 11/15/01 Thu

Also, try BAPS and look for Dori's Wildfeed Thread. She only focuses on Spikey bits, though. Leoff didn't catch the feed this week, but there was a posting by Reyna (also on the BAPS list) which should be in Tuesday's posts.
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[> [> Thanks, Rowan! -- Marie, 04:47:06 11/16/01 Fri

I always check out your links, and I'd already looked for Leoff's. I'm just too impatient, I guess. It's hard to read these posts sometimes - you want to see (or read, in this case) for yourself what someone has mentioned!

M
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[> Re: I'm sooooo glad I'm not the only one -- Lucifer_Sponge, 07:54:23 11/15/01 Thu

Buffy's definately affected my speech... I used to use BTVS-slang a lot just to sound cool... I'd say things like "Bored now" or I'd say things in a completely grammarically incorrect, convoluted manner (i.e. "You're not wrong" instead of "You're right" and what have you).

Now, however, I find that it has affected my speech on a completely subconscious level. I actually find it hard to say things in a non-convoluted manner.

Plus, and also, the other day I caught myself saying "What the frilly heck," and really, REALLY meaning it. I wasn't trying to sound cool or anything. I was driving, and the car in front of me did something rreeaallyy stupid. My instinctive response was a surprised, offended "What the frilly heck!?"

I really can't believe I used that phrase in such an earnest, sincere way.
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[> [> To all of you -- Marie, 08:59:01 11/15/01 Thu

Kimberley - he's 4, going on 40! He actually thinks Spike belongs to me, because I say (when I feel like cheering myself up, or just because I want to!) "Let's have a bit of my Spike on, shall we?" (Come to think of it, I think he thinks Spike is called 'Myspike'!). Can't wait 'till he hears the musical episode!

Rowan - Ta muchly.

Lucifer Sponge - 'Bored Now' is one I regularly use! There are many more ('Bloody Colonials!' is a good one, too - just kidding!).

M
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[> [> [> Be Careful -- Kimberly, 09:03:46 11/15/01 Thu

One thing to watch out for: if he's anything like mine, you won't be allowed to sing along with Sweet's songs. After all, Sweet's the bad guy. We are, however, allowed to sing along with Spike. So, I guess that makes Spike one of the good guys (which, of course, we already knew. LOL)
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[> [> [> Marie, if you can't find the posts, let me know -- I'll search them out and give you mssg ID #s -- rowan, 09:14:26 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> I keep saying 'this is of the good' instead of 'this is good'; drives my friends nuts. -- rowan, 09:13:02 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> I have a tendency in mtgs to tell people, "too much talking, not enough screaming." -- Solitude1056, 10:59:39 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> I want to go to the meetings you go to! -- Deeva, 12:13:34 11/15/01 Thu

Mine and my boyfriend's is taking names and such and mutilating them into "sounds like". A good example is Kakistos and Buffy heard it as "kissing toast". When it's just the two of us, it's hilarious and sometimes the names stick so that we call it whatever we made up instead of the "real" name. But sometimes we slip and do it in front of friends and they think we are just the biggest dorks!
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[> [> [> [> I want to go to the meetings you go to! -- Deeva, 12:55:43 11/15/01 Thu

Mine and my boyfriend's is taking names and such and mutilating them into "sounds like". A good example is Kakistos and Buffy heard it as "kissing toast". When it's just the two of us, it's hilarious and sometimes the names stick so that we call it whatever we made up instead of the "real" name. But sometimes we slip and do it in front of friends and they think we are just the biggest dorks!
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[> [> [> About Buffyspeak... -- Rob, 11:51:53 11/15/01 Thu

I definitely have found my vocabulary and speech patterns have changed a great deal since I began watching "Buffy." I can't think of any specific example, but I always find myself saying things that are usually Xander-ish. The whole turning grammar upside down and inside out thing is a fun way to talk, and also much more realistic and clever than the dialogue on a show such as, oh, say, "Dawson's Creek." Those characters are incredibly, mind-numbingly verbose, using words that I have never heard a 40 year old, let alone a 16 year old ever use in any normal conversation. Those characters are, in my opinion, show-offs. They use a lot of big words, but with no actual intelligence behind them. The characters on "Buffy," however, have created a whole new way of speaking the English language...They take conventional phrases, idioms and words and turn them on their heads in the most intelligent, and also, logical ways. Phrases such as "Fire bad, tree pretty," "the get-a-room-iness of them," "I am down with the slayage," and "oooh...the game of life!" etc are sheer brilliance.

Rob
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[> Oh, yes, indeed! -- Humanitas, 14:32:37 11/15/01 Thu

I find myself quoting Buffy all the time. For example, I was teaching an intro stage combat workshop the other day, and I explained that when doing the hair-pulling technique that you don't actually grab the hair "Because, ow!"

But then, I've always been Quotation Guy, so this is no surprise. ;)
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Temptation of Christ......spoilers for Offspring -- Rufus, 08:03:05 11/15/01

Something about what Angelus said to Holtz bugged me. He made reference to why Darla were in Rome, to see art. Specifically "The Temptation of Christ", his comment about Darla's preference for the picture stuck with me. So I found a reference at a site for Angel called "Sanctuary" I found the source of the information and copied a bit...http://students.roanoke.edu/e/eobrien/botticellitemptationof christ.htm.........Angel said Darla liked the painting and said something about it being the presence of a leper in the painting.

The leper ties into this painting in a sense that, the purification of the leper is symbolically the purification of the heart by faith. Leprosy had always been seen by the church as a symbol of sin. This episode is related to the command, in all of the synoptical gospels, where Jesus laid upon the leper which he healed: "Show thyself to the priest, and offer the gift that Moses commanded, for a testimony unto them" (Matthew VIII:4). Cleansing of the leper is one of the first miracles related to Jesus after the temptation.

I find Darla liking this painting and the leper links back to how she feels about herself deep down. I think that as Darla was a social leper in that she was a prostitute she identifies with the leper as a representation of sin. Of course it all goes back to the blood, in a reverse of Christs blood cleansing the sins of man, Darla has bathed in blood for many years....could it be an unconscious way of cleansing herself that even she doesn't understand? And how does that reflect upon this child she is about to have? Could this child have something to do with Angels eventual return to his human state? Vampires and prostitutes are like the leper, they represent sin.....if a leper can be cleansed can a vampire?
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[> Re: Most impressive - and maybe to all your questions -- Dedalus, 08:25:53 11/15/01 Thu


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[> Re: Temptation of Christ......spoilers for Offspring -- Aquitaine, 09:00:54 11/15/01 Thu

Certainly, an analogy can be drawn between Mary Magdalen and Darla. When Darla was brought back as a human, she was literally being 'devoured' by a dis-ease from within (Syphilis) - the opposite, perhaps, of leprosy - and she could not accept her 'image' - she broke all the mirrors. She couldn't stand to be human again, to be 'herself' again. She wanted and sought to be reborn and re-empowered.

Unlike many posters, I do not see Darla as a truly diabolical vampire à la Angelus. I see Darla's vampire MO, her approach to feeding and killing, as an extention of her approach to sex while she was a prostitute in the New World.

On another note (and I don't mean any offense to Christians out there), there seems to be a parallel between the Trinity and both Darla and Angel. Ordinary vampires' existences are Manichean, dual-natured. D and A have an extra identify to deal with.

Liam, Angelus, Angel.

Prostitute (Darla has conveniently blocked out her real name), Darla, Human Darla.

BTW, has anyone noted how much Pregnant-Darla has been made up to look like Resurrected-Darla from S2?

-Aquitaine
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[> [> Re: Temptation of Christ......spoilers for Offspring -- pagangodess, 10:53:56 11/15/01 Thu

Yes, I did notice that Darla looked more 'human' in 'Offspring'. There was also her two failed attemps to tell Angel something, that struck me as odd and deep. Can't really find the right word for it. Any thoughts?

pagangodess
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[> [> [> Darla can't go back again -- Isabel, 14:22:32 11/15/01 Thu

Darla loved being a vampire. She loved the power and her ability to deceive and inspire fear. When she was human, until the last few hours of her life, all she wanted was to be evil and unfeeling again.

In those last few hours, Angel got her to realize she felt something and accept his love. Then she was re-vamped. Back to what she wanted to be in the first place. She probably thought she could go back to be the monster she had been. Unfeeling, betraying, using anyone without a backwards glance.

But it's not the same. She's changed now. Maybe only a little, maybe it's because it was only a year ago and the memories are fresh. New-Vamp Darla can't forget Human-Darla and she feels. She doesn't want to express vulnerability to Angel, of all people, but it's there.

Or maybe I'm delusional.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Darla can't go back again -- Khali, 16:58:26 11/15/01 Thu

>But it's not the same. She's changed now. Maybe only a >little, maybe it's because it was only a year ago and the >memories are fresh. New-Vamp Darla can't forget Human->Darla and she feels. She doesn't want to express >vulnerability to Angel, of all people, but it's there.

>Or maybe I'm delusional.

Hey, I'm stepping out of lurkdom to say this: Isabel, you are not delusional. I have always believed ever since the Trial that Darla has changed. The butler gave darla the ability to feel everything that Angel felt while he was going through the trials. This magically gained empathy, helped her feel loved and protected for the first time in her very long life.

When thinking about Darla, I always divide her into two periods of existence: Darla 1.0 existed from that unamed prostitute's death to the Angel stakage in Angel, BTVS Season 1 and Darla 2.0, who exists from the Trial onwards. Darla 1.0 was cruel, heartless, manipulative and unrepetantly evil. As a vampire the first time around, she had the chance to take control of her life and seize power in a way that she couldn't do as a prostitute, always under the control of men who used and most likely abused her.

When Darla was resurrected at the end of Angel Season 1, she still thinks of herself as a vampire even though she was for all physical purposes very human. Since Darla 1.0 despised feeling weak and manipulated, it is no wonder why she wanted Angel to turn her at the end of Darla and at the beginning of The Trial. Being human again made Darla feel weak and vulnerable, everything she tried to escape as a human prostitute, which can be seen by the make-up in Darla and The Trial. Dear Boy/Darla/The Trial depicted Darla's look as a glass figurine, very easily shattered, yet cold to the touch.

When she was made into a vampire by Dru, I think Darla still felt the effects of Angel caring for her, which can be seen in several scenes throughout Redefinition. As it has been said before, she wants very much to go back to being the vampire she was before Angel staked her in Season 1, but I don't think she can and ever will. Too much has happened to her since that time and Darla 2.0, I do believe has a slight stirring of humanity within her (not just the baby). Whether the writers will let her follow those stirrings, I do not know, but I hope they will.

~Khali, going back to lurker status.
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[> [> Darla as Madonna and Mary Magdalene -- Rahael, 09:42:51 11/16/01 Fri

Fascinating Rufus, thanks for letting those of us who don't get to see new eps about this.

Some further thoughts:

The Last Temptation of Christ was actually painted for the Sistine Chapel. The mind boggles at Darla walking into the Sistine Chapel, confronted by all those images of judgement and punishment, hell and heaven. Sacred and profane indeed.

Secondly, Botticelli was famous for his Madonnas.Darla is having her own miraculous nativity at the moment. Mary Magdalene was another subject of Botticelli. Aquitaine has already provided some fascinating thoughts on that.

Seems as if that ancient dual perspective of women: saint/whore thing could be seen in Vamp/human Darla. Darla, was of course a prostitute until she was saved by the Master - who was dressed as a priest.
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Musing on Evil and Instinct -- rowan, 09:11:57 11/15/01

I started to talk about this on another board yesterday, so I thought I'd post it here to get some additional insight.

I'd like to try to separate the biting (feeding) instinct from the evil actions aspect of vampires. We've seen vampires who are newly risen (e.g The Body). They have a natural instinct to feed. They don't need to learn it. It's inherent.

As a result of the TR spell, Spike showed no natural instinct to bite and feed. Randy was surprised to be a vampire even though the violent fight had triggered his vamp face. When the fact became evident, he didn't feel any desire to bite Joan. Nor did he feel a need to go after the Scoobies (or any other humans) to bite. Contrast him to the old guy in CN. Once sexual feeling triggered the vamp face, he wanted to feed. Randy's aggression was triggered by the fight, but he didn't immediately want to feed.

There's also no sense that it was because the old guy had gone 'longer' without blood, since he ate food and didn't know he couldn't. I really don't know if hunger would have compelled Randy to feed eventually. But I must say ME has stunned me with this. Spike's inherent instinct to feed doesn't appear to as strong (or maybe even there at all).

Now let's talk about evil. Is it inherent or is it learned? THe vamp is a product of a hybridization of a human personality imprint and a demon. The demon (based on what was revealed in Pylea) is an uncontrollable, primal, animalistic impulse. But where does the impetus for evil come from? I'm afraid it's from what the human personality imprint brings to the party.

So when the demon merges with Liam, we get the sadistic, creative evil that is Angelus. When a demon merges with William, we get a vampire who gets high on risk-taking such as going after Slayers like some demonic anti-hero. When a demon merges with Drusilla, we get a demonically crazy masochist. So the evil has some inherent aspect to it, and it depends quite a bit on the experience of the human and probably the nature of the demon.

But these vampires seem to have the ability to learn and evolve in their evilness as well. Spike comments that Angelus v2.0 (post-Buffy) wasn't playing with a full deck. Some have speculated that Buffy's love for Angel drove Angelus insane. His evil level evolved several notches. It appears that by living in a society of alienation and evil, the vampires evolve into even more evil creatures.

So what happened to Spike? Was it his inherent ability to learn and reconnect to all things human? Was it the chip, which provided enough of a separation from basic vampire society that he could bond elsewhere and therefore evolve? All I know is that I saw on screen in TR evidence that Spike has evolved in terms of evil as well. He had no desire to do anything evil. His basic thought was 'hey, I must be good' and 'hey, let me try to fit in with this group of fellow amnesiacs.' Now that may have been played for irony, but this is a creature with no soul to serve as a 'guiding north star' of good. Even without the conscious memory of Buffylove, his impulse was to help and be part of the group (snarkiness aside; he's just witty and caustic, not evil).
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[> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Aquitaine, 09:23:21 11/15/01 Thu

*** I really don't know if hunger would have compelled Randy to feed eventually. But I must say ME has stunned me with this. Spike's inherent instinct to feed doesn't appear to as strong (or maybe even there at all). ***

In TR, Randy's lack of desire to feed off Joan moved me more than the passionate kiss S/B exchange. It was unsettling and it nags at my mind every time I think about it. 'How is that possible?', I ask myself. 'What does it mean?'

As you say, irony could have been at work here but I find that with Monster!Pylea!Angel and CN in the back of my mind, all my alarm bells are going off re: Randy's lack of appetite.

-Aquitaine
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[> [> To follow up on being unsettled... -- rowan, 09:27:59 11/15/01 Thu

Unsettled. That's how I left the episode, too, Aquitaine. Someone on another board suggested that we're seeing 'thematic crossovers' between AtS and BtVS like never before, primarily because Joss was confronted with the inability to do actual crossovers this season. I think in the past we've all struggled with reconciling what sometimes seem like two different views of the Buffyverse. But this season, we see the same themes being explored. I think TR and CN are supposed to be viewed together and that they do hang together thematically. I would also throw Darla's reaction to her pregnancy and the baby into the mix as well.
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[> [> [> Re: To follow up on being unsettled... -- Aquitaine, 10:05:57 11/15/01 Thu

*** Someone on another board suggested that we're seeing 'thematic crossovers' between AtS and BtVS like never before, primarily because Joss was confronted with the inability to do actual crossovers this season. ***

What a lovely thought!

This might make me less critical of the direction of the AtS sweeps episodes (which I find contrived and burdened with two many characters) and the arrival of Darla and Angel's child. Hmm. Going to have to do some thinking about this.

You know. Both Holtz and the baby's arrivals could parallel Dawn's appearance last year. And we've got all this talk of demon *and* heavenly dimensions and the suggestion that they exist, at least in part, in 'the imagination'. Consider Fred's unwillingness to accept 'reality'. She chose to cling to the familiar fairytales and equations she had developed in Pylea and during the sequestration in her hotel room rather than facing up to 'reality'. In OMWF, Sweet suggests that the sung confessions spring from the imagination, from the unleashing of suppressed emotions.

On a funny note, Lilah, Gavin and Boss Guy at W&H could be the LA version of the troika. Mwahahaha.

- Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> To give credit where due... -- rowan, 10:31:35 11/15/01 Thu

I have to credit Melissa (our lovely Australian friend) at BAPS with this idea. She's writing an essay on it this week, I think focusing on Spike's redemption, but possibly broader.
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[> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Rob, 09:38:43 11/15/01 Thu

My brain can't handle thinking too hard at the moment, so I'll make this short. :) (famous last words lol)

I think it was not only played for irony. It further intesifies the fact that, whatever caused Spike to evolve, be it the chip or his promise of loyalty to Buffy, etc etc, this change is real. Let's argue for a moment that it is the chip. The chip reconditioned Spike, and made his brain eventually associate violence against humans as a bad thing. Therefore, I believe it is ingrained in his brain at the moment. What I'm trying to say is, that if he had had this spell put on him, say, in the middle of Season Two, I would assume we would see a much different "Randy." He might have started off not knowing who he was, but would eventually need to feed and might even end up embracing his evilness. The new Spike would not.

When the SG first wakes up, it's as if they are being born anew. They have no recollection of their previous lives or who they are. But despite any evil or bad tendencies any of them might have had, they all start off here with a clean slate, all totally innocent, including Willow, who cast this spell in the first place. Perhaps this is Joss's way of saying that he does not believe in "original sin." People are not born with evil thoughts and are taught how to be good people. They are born pure and clean. The evil is learned. I think by having Spike wanting to be good, fight injustice, and seek redemption, etc he is going even farther to say that not only is there no such thing as original sin, but most people inherently want to be good.

If the other theory holds and all the characters, somewhere, subconsciously retained some of their memories, its possible that this is due to the wording of the original spell (before it was messed up). It was meant to take away all "bad" memories. "Bad" is a very subjective term, which Willow did not understand. What is "bad" to her may not be to someone else. But besides that, there are some "eternal" truths, the most important, I believe, being "love." Everyone wanted to love: "Alex," "Randy," "Rupie," "Enya," "Joan," "Umad" (lol), Tara and Willow. They all forgot all of the bad things that happened to them, including the fact that "Monsters are real...Did we know that?" but did not forget their subconscious desire to love and be loved. Spike had forgotten his desires for evil. All he cares about is fitting in: having a father, and perhaps a girlfriend in "Joan." "Joan" has forgotten all the bad things that happened to her, but retains the initial joy and wonder in being a superhero, something Buffy has lost.

OK, I went on a bit too long again...as usual! Famous last words indeed!

Rob
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[> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- rowan, 09:54:28 11/15/01 Thu

Rob, you could never go on too long for me. :)

"Therefore, I believe it is ingrained in his brain at the moment. What I'm trying to say is, that if he had had this spell put on him, say, in the middle of Season Two, I would assume we would see a much different "Randy." He might have started off not knowing who he was, but would eventually need to feed and might even end up embracing his evilness. The new Spike would not."

Yes, I agree. The spell was more amnesia and less tabula rasa. A spell on S1 Willow would have shown a different reaction to Tara and Xander, I think. There experiences were still there, just forgotten. It was a variation on the Lethe's Bramble forgetting spell, not a wipe of their core experiences and personalities. I posted something very similar on another board about the nature of the spell. GMTA.

That's why I thought what it revealed about Spike was so...well, interesting, since it shown fairly significant changes to his interior makeup that were not being attributed to a conscious desire for Randy (Spike) to impress Joan (Buffy).

rowan
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[> [> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Rob, 10:21:27 11/15/01 Thu

"Rob, you could never go on too long for me. :)"

Aaww, shucks! :-) *blushes* Thanks, Rowan, love you too. :)
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[> We've seen this before. -- Solitude1056, 10:42:31 11/15/01 Thu

I don't think Harmony showing up in AtS was just for the sake of a few laughs at everyone's favorite nitwit. She genuinely didn't 'get' herself as evil, on a visceral level, until she'd been introduced to vampires who were willing to instruct her on how to play her part in the game. She longed for her high school life, in a pathetic way, but she also struggled with her desire for blood against her care for an old friend. The idea that she was 'evil' and therefore had no conscience was not something she gained, even after all that time with Spike - not, at least, when faced with something/someone she'd cared for, or had connections with (Cordelia). I felt, at the time, that while the demony part of the vampire pushes towards blood without care for human society's mores, the human part doesn't necessarily rise up as undead and say, "woah! I'm evil! Let's kill and maim and do generally bad things!"

Somehow, the human part - while contributing the style of one's evil - can also influence the vampire in the opposite direction, as well. An essentially timid, vapid human being such as Harmony becomes an essentially timid, vapid vampire. Harmony had to go through her own self-coaching period post-Spike to teach herself to be 'empowered,' but she still couldn't teach herself to be 'without conscience.' Harmony still has a core of goodness within her humanity that remains even after death. She knew she wanted to feed, but she also knew that she didn't want to feed on Cordy. Her battle through the episode to learn her vampire-role echoed Spike's concurrent battle on BtVS to unlearn his. Thus the idea that Spike, expunged of his vampiric knowledge/experiences, would consider himself 'good' and lack an instinct to lay waste to anyone, doesn't surprise me, nor does it necessarily upset my understanding of what vampires are.

The primary delicacy may be humans (and sometimes humans of a particular type or size or gender), but other blood-carrying mammals could suffice as well - and I seem to recall that there have been comments about vampires other than Angel drinking non-human blood when humans are not available. So the demon is not particular - it just wants blood. It's the new demon kinship that teaches the vampire to go against its original understandings of how the world works - in other worlds, the new vampire must be indoctrinated into its existence. There's a fundamental battle that could occur, and the fact that we saw even a spineless creature like Harmony (who has much in common, in some ways, with the original spineless William in terms of desperately wanting to be liked and included) would struggle against her demon... and she almost made it. Anything that can be taught can be untaught, as Spike's chip has proven - and this doesn't make Spike more human or less demon. It just takes him back to Harmony's position of wanting blood, but not wanting to hurt those whom he loves, and those with whom he identifies.

Darla, on the other end of the scale, does not identify herself with humans, and considers humans lower on the evolutionary ladder. Her pregnancy is a fast track to parallel Spike's chip, since now she's experiencing the one thing that human women know, that she could never know. She can't identify with other vampires; the only corresponding identifiers are among the human race. It remains to be seen if this would draw her along the same path as Spike, pushing her back to that first-night sensation of wanting blood but reluctant to kill those she still identifies as her "own kind" (humans). There's a strong tradition of vampires rising up (both in BtVS) and requiring another vampire nearby to teach the newly risen that s/he is no longer human. Darla, upon first rising, retained her anger at what had been done - and there's question in my mind about how she would have handled her return to vampire-status had Dru not been there to push through Darla's psyche that this is a 'good' thing. Perhaps Darla would've waited for dawn; perhaps she would've changed her mind and decided to make the best of it that she could. It depends on how strong her decision to die had been, while she was still alive - but Dru's persuasion is what pushed her back to accepting that indoctrination as a vammpire.

The same happened to Harmony - the coach's persuasion, and the recognition of being part of a group, is what pushed her over to accepting this indoctrination into a new society, and leaving the old one behind. Spike's travelled the opposite path, but I think Joss included Harmony so we could see a foreshadowing of where Spike might end up... and perhaps just how delicate that position really is, in the face of a persuasive vampire kinship.
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[> [> Re: We've seen this before. -- Rob, 11:01:36 11/15/01 Thu

Wow, great post, Sol! You've got my brain moving in all sorts of directions now...(hee hee) I really am thinking now more than ever that, while the separation of "Buffy" and "Angel" to two different networks might have weakened two lesser shows, it has forced ME to be more creative with the links between the two shows. Character crossovers may be verbotten right now, but they can't do anything to prevent thematic crossovers!

Rob
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[> [> [> Re: We've seen this before. -- Rattletrap, 11:51:30 11/15/01 Thu

I think the problem of no crossovers can be a little overstated. Remember last year they could cross over, but it only really happened twice, once on the BtVS episode "Forever," and the other on the FFL/Darla crossover, neither of which involved many of the major cast members. Aly made a token appearance in "Disharmony," but that wasn't really necessary to the plot or anything, and she filmed the whole thing on the BtVS set. The writers have been working to separate the shows for some time, I think the move to UPN only accelerated the direction they were already going. That said, I do agree with the point about thematic continuity, there are a lot of Angel-like things going on on BtVS this season, and the AI crew is becoming more and more like the SG.

*'trap tosses his $.02 into the coffee can*
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[> [> [> [> Wonderful posts everyone! -- Nina, 12:34:06 11/15/01 Thu

Sol, Rowan, Aquitaine, Rob... I am the one bowing humming in my computer......:)

I can't take away the image of a special X-Files episode. I don't know the title. It was written and directed by David Duchovny. In the end of the episode it was explained that maybe zombies' first instinct was to feed (like babies do) but once they were full they would want to dance and make love and that we just never got to see them do that because we would chase them and hunt them down while they were doing the feeding thing.

Maybe it's the same thing with vampires. They are like babies. They are reborn as vampires and their first instinct is to feed. The links are so strong with their sire that the sire becomes a parental figure and therefore gives the first outlook on their new undead live. The sire implants the new information. When Buffy kills a newly risen vamp who is to say that if he got to feed first he would still be evil after? If the newly risen vamp had a chat with a human who isn't afraid of him after having fed first would it be different? Of course the vamp would have to speak to the human before having the first chat with the sire!

Or maybe I am completely delusional!
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[> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- pagangodess, 11:14:35 11/15/01 Thu

To further prove your point:

'As a result of a TR spell, Spike showed no natural instinct to bite and feed.'

I'm also thinking, that he also had no memory of the implanted chip even being in his head.

Just a thought, please don't ban me, I'm addicted to this place.

pagangodess
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[> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Rob, 11:30:50 11/15/01 Thu

Of course we wouldn't ban you!

The point I'm getting at (and I think Rowan's on the same page with me here) is that it this spell gave them amnesia, but did not wipe away their personalities. This means that, subconsciously, they were still the same people. Whether Spike consciously knew about the chip, therefore, is insignificant. He was greatly changed by a combination of the chip and his experiences in the past two seasons. This change ran deeper than just having a chip not allowing him to be evil. Eventually it changed his very core personality. He no longer has a desire to be evil, and that is part of who he is now. Since everyone else found their real identity (for the most part) by the end of the show (i.e. Willow and Tara fell in love, "Joan" realized she was the Slayer), it can only be assumed that Spike has found his real identity as well. I think that is the proof positive that Spike is no longer "evil." He may not even realize it himself yet, or want to admit it, but it's true. Remember "Crush"? He combatted the chip himself in that ep, fought the pain, and fed from a human, but in the end chose Buffy over Dru. Since he could have ignored the chip there, presumably he could do it again, but doesn't want to.

To sum up, he has no memory of who he is or the chip's existence. But just because he has no memory does not mean it never happened. Tara and Willow (almost) wound up together, even though they woke up not knowing they were gay (at least Willow didn't). Spike woke up, not knowing he was a vamp or had a chip, but ended up reacting the way he has lately--fighting the forces of darkness.

Which leads to the question--Is someone's personality ingrained into their very being? Do memories become part of one's essence, so that, even if they were taken away from a person's conscious mind, they would still remain a part of who the person is? According the evidence in this episode, Joss seems to think so.

Rob
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[> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- John Burwood, 12:25:43 11/15/01 Thu

Odd little musing has just occurred to me in reading through this thread. We have seen from Pylea & The Dark Age that the demon inside a vampire is to some extent a separate entity from the human it has possessed. Could Spike's demon have independently been affected by the spell, and forgotten it was supposed to hate & kill humans? If I'm not making sense my excuse is my head is all stuffed up with a streaming cold. Yuk!
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[> [> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Rob, 12:32:06 11/15/01 Thu

You did make sense, despite your cold! I think that is an interesting point to consider...Besides the ingrained memories and personality of the human side of Spike, the demon may have lost its memory as well, on a purely metaphysical level. Thanks for the idea!

Rob
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[> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- Edward, 12:38:06 11/15/01 Thu

Interesting points about it being part of one's essence. In Robert Heinlien's "I will fear no evil" a very wealthy, sick old man that is being kept alive but in great pain, via life support, seeking a way out of this painful existance, he arranges to have an experimental Brain Transplant done into a healthy doner body. The body was secured through a process similar to heart and lungs transplants today, he was not evil, he was just trying to die, when the doctors would let him.

He ends up in the body of his now deceased secratary, and much of her knowledge comes along. For instance, although he had been an accomplished pianist, he could not play a note, but she he could operate the machinery that she had used as his secretary. He quickly learned yoga, which she had been good at. There are more instances in the book. The interesting coincidence in all of this is that the name this man takes after this change is Joan.

Considering the propensity for homage in BtVS it is possible that the name Joan was actually a reference to Heinlien, one of Science Fictions greats.
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[> [> [> [> heinlein's joan -- anom, 23:22:32 11/15/01 Thu

"The interesting coincidence in all of this is that the name this man takes after this change is Joan."

It's been a long time since I read this book, so maybe I'm remembering wrong, but doesn't s/he get pregnant? Somehow I'm connecting that w/Darla, although it's very different...never mind!
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: heinlein's joan -- Edward, 17:56:44 11/16/01 Fri

Yes she does get pregnant. I hadn't thought about it but this is actually quite relevant to Angel and Darla.

Joan Eunice has herself impregnated with sperm from her original body. Therefore allowing a baby to be created that is actually the offspring of two people that are for all intents and purposes dead, Johann and Eunice. Joan Eunice is a composite of these two people, Johann's brain and Eunices body. Thats actually quite a parallel to Angel and Darla, which had escaped me. Thanks for pointing it out.

BTW, Joan Eunice dies during childbirth of transplant rejection, I don't know what that means for Angel and Darla.
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[> [> [> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- RabidHarpy, 15:09:27 11/15/01 Thu

"Which leads to the question--Is someone's personality ingrained into their very being? Do memories become part of one's essence, so that, even if they were taken away from a person's conscious mind, they would still remain a part of who the person is?"

I have always been of the opinion that one's personality can be influenced by one's surroundings and life experiences, but ultimately, it is a person's soul that dictates the direction the personality will take. For example - someone who is regularly humiliated and put down will either rise to the occasion, (the "I'll show you" attitude), or will cower and become a punching bag for those around them. Similarly, Spike's personality has not allowed him to become heinously evil - he has had a colourful, dreadful, dangerous, even, perhaps, hellish unlife, and yet lately, he has chosen to embrace a certain amount of "goodness" and heroism.

I believe we each have unique "souls" and therefore, unique personalities. Free will and our surroundings may affect the choices we make, but they do not necessarily dictate them, there is something "more" within us...

Just my humble opinion... :)
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[> [> [> Minor Correction -- Traveler, 22:14:56 11/15/01 Thu

"Remember "Crush"? Spike combatted the chip himself in that ep, fought the pain, and fed from a human, but in the end chose Buffy over Dru. Since he could have ignored the chip there, presumably he could do it again, but doesn't want to."

In "Crush," Drusilla killed the human before Spike fed from him.

However, Spike HAS shown several times since then that he can combat the pain if he really wants to. Examples: he once hit Xander on the head and later pushed him into a tree. Also, he seems very confident that he could kill if he wanted to. For example, he almost shot Buffy with a shotgun and later he joked to her that he could "thin the herd" for her by killing a few members of the scooby gang.
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[> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- verdantheart, 13:32:56 11/15/01 Thu

I found this aspect of Tabula Rasa (and everyone's posts, thank you) very interesting. One would expect that being a vampire, Spike's instinct would be to want to feed -- to feed off of a human, specifically. Can we take from Spike's interpretation that this lack of desire encompasses all humanity, or simply Buffy, whom he was with, talking to? We have seen the old man in Angel's body react instinctively to feed and heard Angel muse wistfully about human blood warm, straight from the tap, as it were. The blood drive appears to be very basic and compelling for vampires. Can we simply put it down as a byproduct of long experience with the chip? It certainly puts into question Buffy's "serial killer in jail" theory (which is quite probably part of what disturbs her so much about this adventure). It begs the question, if Spike's chip breaks, what will he be? Buffy seems to assume that he will revert to what he was. I think he's fundamentally changed in some way, but how?

Oops, got to hurry off.
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[> Evil innate, or learned ? -- Rufus, 14:19:48 11/15/01 Thu

I have always looked at the history of a vamp(if we get some that is)to see why they do the things they do. With Spike his acting out becomes more vicious when he is humiliated in some way. The strong emotions connected with public humiliation were some of the last emotions he felt. If you go back to that alley in FFL, William had been angry, crying, but just before Dru speaks he had lost that rage.

Without his hat and coat, William tears down the street. Hot tears streak down his face. He rips up his poem as he stalks out the building and down the street, blinded by rage and humiliation. He bumps into a group of three people. A man and Two women.

Spike: Bloody watch where you're going!

He continues down the street, ripping up the paper into smaller and smaller bits. Angle on: A dark section of street beneath a gas lamp. Spike's overcome with fatgue and humiliation. He rips the paper into smaller and smaller bits until he can rip no more. And slowly, all the rage drains out of him.

Spike is given to outbursts of rage but quickly loses that rage. Meaning something else happens that makes Spike more than just an animal, which is important as there are constant references to animals in FFL.

Male partygoer: I've heard on good authority they're not human at all. Animals of some sort. Escaped from a travelling sideshow............ Spike makes his way into the crowd. The male partygoer turns to him..... MP: Ah, William. Favor us with your opinion. What do you make fo this rash of disapprearances sweeping our town? Animals-or thieves? All eyes turn to Spike

Spike: I prefer not to think of such dark, ugly business at all. That's what the police are for........I prefer placing my energies into creating things of beauty.

Spike see's himself as an artist, above the ripping cruelty of the animal world. As William his art was ink on paper, in unlife his art became letting his animal lead him around from kill to kill. Dru saw something in the poet that is still with Spike today.

Dru: Your wealth lies here...and here. In the spirit and....imagination. You walk in worlds the others can't begin to imagine.

As Spike, William shed his nerd image and remade himself into the man that he thought would garner attention, craving to be seen, even if only by other vampires.

Dru: I've seen you. A man surrounded by fools who cannot see his strength.

Spike/William had been alone most of his life safe for his mother. His artistic attempts at being seen rebuffed by people who were incapable of seeing strength in that timid man. It was when he became a vampire that he felt he could let out that animal that wanted out, that anger and frustration under that facade of polite society.

Buffy: So you traded up on the food train. Then what?

Spike: No, please. Don't make it sound like something you'd flip past on the Discovery Channel. Becoming a vampire is a profound and powerful experience. I could feel this new strength coursing through me. Getting killed made me feel alive for the very first time. I was through living by society's rules. Decided to make a few of my own. Of course, in order to do that...I had to get myself a gang.

There is this constant comparison of animals and vampires. The infection that causes the fragment of demon soul to convert the host to a hybrid demon gives the host animalistic qualities, those of a predator. The influence of the human is their memories and personality....with all the slights and fears accumulated in life, the demon influence helps who the person once was to exact revenge. Darla told Angel that a certain part of evil is innate, I agree as there is a distinct variation in vampire killing. It's clear that the natural order of things is that the vampire becomes the predator of man, Spike upset that natural order by his refusal to run with any group behavior.

Spike: Oh, I'm sorry. Did I sully our good name? We're vampires.

Angelus: All the more reason to use a certain amount of finesse.

Spike: Bollocks! That stuff's for the frilly cuffs and collars crowd. I'll take a good brawl any day.

Angelus: And every time you do, we become the hunted.

Spike: Yeah, you know what I prefer to being hunted? Getting caught.

Angelus: That's a brilliant strategy really....pure cunning.

Spike: Sod off.....Come on. When was the last time you unleashed it? All out fight in a mob, back against the wall, nothing but fists and fangs? Don't you ever get tired of fights you know you're going to win?

Angelus: No...a real kill....a good kill....It takes artistry. Without that, we're just animals.

I found that verbal exchange facinating that Angelus needed art, needed a kill where he felt he was creating something to be displayed, where Spike had a death wish of his own, needing to feel he was defeating an enemy. Both didn't want to be seen as "animals", why is that?

I asked earlier if the evil of the vampire was learned or innate....I think a bit of both. The innate part of the evil is what comes from the mind translated out in the way that each vampire kills for enjoyment more than for a meal. But it's clear that from the visit to Pylea by Angel that there is an animalistic quality to the vampire. The pure demon being more animal instinct, the drive to prey off the weaker target prey. The evil, the real evil comes from the mind of the person that once was. Does that mean that vampires are incapable of anything else than acting out their life problems in bloody displays of power? Spike will be some of the answer to that question. We do know that William was a man looking for illumination, something he hasn't lost as a vampire. He is looking for something that is more than the vampire world can give him. He can't follow rules on either side choosing to find a game of his own. That is reflected when in Tabula Rasa, Randy is created from the lining of a jacket, the need for family, then that need to be noble, be more than the animal that the vampire becomes. If evil can be innate, can the good that once lived in the breast of the person that once was ever really go away, even with the pack mentality of the vampire? You may be able to train a new vampire but can you ever cleanse the person out of it, even with the constant drenching of the innocent victims blood? I think that Spike has begun to walk in a different world that neither vampire or human could imagine.
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[> [> who are you when you can't remember who you are? -- anom, 23:33:45 11/15/01 Thu

Wow, Rufus--& everybody! Way too much to reply to, but 1 question keeps rolling around in my mind: Is Randy essentially William? Spike w/out his memory may have been reacting as William would have if he'd been surrounded w/more supportive people & faced monsters. Randy seems to have none of Spike's vampire memories & instincts, until he's attacked. OK, I know, he didn't try to write any poetry, & he didn't go around mooning after anyone, but he didn't exactly have time to, did he? On the other hand, he seemed to have a very contemporary mindset...but still to be the "good man" William described himself as.
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[> [> [> Yes...... -- Rufus, 12:07:17 11/16/01 Fri

If you look at the individual vampires you see just who they are, a person with no conscience to help regulate their actions. They also learn to become part of a pack, but an unruly pack when you see how ready they are to kill each other. But Spike is William with his conscience removed. A William that is still acting out all his insecurities from life, still stung by his memories of rejection. In B2 he was unable to participate in the final destruction of the world because of who he once was, someone who loved this world, and Happy Meals. If the vampire was just a demon setting up shop in a host the memories would be of no use to them. But the vampire is a person that has been cursed by the influence of an infecting demon soul, cursed to prey upon his own kind. I also think that Spike's attitude was also different from the William in the parlour because he did have experiences past his "life". So part of what you see is the man Spike could become if he was able to work past the baser instincts of the demon influence.
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[> Re: Musing on Evil and Instinct -- change, 17:05:38 11/15/01 Thu

My take on Spike is that the chip is NOT responsible for his change in personality. The chip only prevents him from directly hurting Buffy and the Scoobies physically. It does not prevent him from hurting them emotionally as he did in The Yoko Factor when he broke up the scoobies to make Buffy a sucker target for Adam. It does not prevent him from lieing to them or stealing from them. It does not prevent him from burning their houses down or wrecking their cars. It does not prevent him from hiring some other vampires or demons to kill them. So, he could still be evil if he wanted to.

I think the chip is Spike's excuse for being good, not his reason for it. Deep down, there was always a little of William the wanna be poet in Spike. Even before the chip, Spike had a sense of fairness, looked for battles where he might lose, and sought out slayers to fight. When he fought Buffy in School Hard, he stopped as soon as Joyce showed up. Joyce would have been a liability to Buffy in the fight since she would have to protect her. But, Spike left as soon as Joyce showed up. Maybe he didn't want to kill the slayer in front of her mother. He also had the opportunity to kill both Xander and Willow in Lover's Walk, but didn't. He took care of Druscilla and nursed her back to health. And, don't forget that he helped Buffy save the world in Becoming. He came up with a lame excuse about not wanting to lose his walking happy meals, but he was the only vampire helping her.

I think Spike always wanted to be on the side of good. He turned to evil because it is what he thought vampires should do, and because Angelus, Darla, and Druscilla pushed him towards it, but his heart was never in it. His talk in TB about being the vampire with a soul and helping the helpless is what he always wanted deep down. The chip is simply an excuse to let his true nature come to the surface.

Solitude1056 pointed out in an earlier thread that Harmony also seemed to want to be good for a while. She didn't want to feed on Cordy, and felt bad about almost doing so. She also wanted to join Angel Investigation.

So, it seems that at least some vampires are drawn towards the side of good. What's not clear is if this is true for all vampires, or only a select few. The Buffyverse is grey.
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Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- Solitude1056, 10:55:31 11/15/01 Thu

I noticed this the first time I watched OMWF (and each successive time, I've made a mental note & promptly forgot it). When Spike decides to head off to help Buffy, he's singing as he heads down various alleyways, jumps a fence... and ends up in a dead-end alley. First, Spike's been in Sunnyhell for a year or two now, you'd think he knows his way around. So simply "getting lost" doesn't cut it, for me. And there were other ways that Joss could've delayed Spike so he didn't show up until it was just the nick of time to save Buffy. But to drop Spike into a clearly dead-end alleyway?

What was Joss telling us?
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[> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- rowan, 11:43:02 11/15/01 Thu

Yes, this was an interesting choice and quite lame if it didn't mean anything beyond what it appeared.

Does it mean that Spike will reach a dead end if he jumps his fences, but will eventually get to his goal if he doesn't give up, regardless of the number of dead ends that he hits?

Or is it just a silly plothole?
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[> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- mundusmundi, 11:53:18 11/15/01 Thu

I assumed he was headed for a back door to the Bronze, though to be honest I really didn't look that clearly. (One would think, number of times I've seen the episode, I would've....;) Clearly he enters from a different side than Giles & Co., though.
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[> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- Liq, 12:17:03 11/15/01 Thu

Interesting that you would bring this up because immediately after the episode aired, this was a question I asked, not once, but three times in chat and no one responded to it.

I also did not buy him getting lost, nor a plot device to delay his arrival.

The dead-end metaphor is slapping us in the face here, but also has many interpretations depending on who is doing the interpreting (exerting my freedom to state the obvious.)

Does it mean that the relationship he seeks is a dead end? Does it mean that he has been lost, but now he is on the path to finding his destiny?

I would be interested in some discussion on this. I have been a bit disappointed with how predictable this season has been so far. Although I have enjoyed the episodes, it seems that the entire B/S relationship has turned into a sweeps-ratings device which has been what I have affectionately termed "kiss-kick, kiss, kick and so on, and so on" which I am not going to stay interested in for too very long.

The "Randy" persona of Spike is the first time this season that we have really been able to see him both for what he was and what he may be evolving to.
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[> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- Rob, 12:29:50 11/15/01 Thu

"I have been a bit disappointed with how predictable this season has been so far."

While I respect your opinion, I really couldn't disagree with you more here. I, for one, never would have predicted that Buffy would have come back to life and wished she had not; that, even further, she would be mad at her friends for bringing her back; that Willow would use magic so much as to threaten her relationship with Tara; that Giles would see himself as standing in the way of Buffy's growth; that Jonathan would team up with Warren and another guy to become supervillians; that Buffy would actually kiss Spike; etc, etc, etc. To me, this season has been full of surprises, and has been utterly fascinating in the way it's been taking its characters to previously unchartered territory.

Further, I don't see Buffy and Spike's relationship as a ratings device. I don't think Joss has ever done anything for ratings, nor ever will. Joss cares about his core audience a great deal, and knows that they will be split on the Buffy/Spike issue. I believe that is why he is doing it. Not only does it cause controversy, but it dramatically expands on the characters, and their motivations for doing what they're doing. This is no out-of-the-blue Monica-having-sex-with-Chandler type dealie...These emotions have been brewing for quite a long time now. And I for one am extremely interested to see where the writers are going for this (especially after seeing the previews for next week's ep...)

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[> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- rowan, 12:44:57 11/15/01 Thu

Sorry I wasn't in chat -- would have loved to talk about it with you.

As much as I like the B/S relationship, I agree that kiss/kick has a very limited shelf life. Either this relationship is creating some growth for each of these characters (which has been suggested within the subtext of the show but not explored enough, so let's move on it and get past Denial!Buffy) or else it's just a depiction (as MN put it) of those tedious college love/hate relationships that I have no desire to relive vicariously.
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[> [> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- purplegrrl, 12:47:11 11/15/01 Thu

***or else it's just a depiction (as MN put it) of those tedious college love/hate relationships that I have no desire to relive vicariously***

Amen to that!! ;-)
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[> [> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF, Tabula Rasa) -- verdantheart, 13:05:50 11/15/01 Thu

I see it as one of those roundabouts that you see real people getting stuck in, but that it can't go on for much longer in its current state. Why? Because Buffy is in a state of denial -- first she kisses Spike in OMWF, only to pretend to herself that it was only a spell (only a spell that brought out real feelings, Buffy) and tell Spike that she wouldn't touch him again. Spike wants to talk, she wants to walk -- or says she does. But at the end of Tabula Rasa we see her basically repeating the same action as at the end of OMWF: Chasing Spike down and kissing him. She's not going to be able to stay in denial much longer because her actions are forcing her feelings more and more out into the open where Buffy can't really pretend they don't exist.

(If you avoid the teaser/preview, you might want to stop reading here)

The teaser suggests much the same. Her behavior toward Spike is obviously going to be a bit more vigorous and I would suggest that this is a matter of her trying to resolve her feelings through action -- a knock-down drag-out with Spike as only slayer and vampire can achieve. This action may well be provoked by Spike's efforts to get her to face her feelings. Her unresolved feelings have to be sheer torment for Spike, who can't bring himself to deny her kisses, yet isn't getting any satisfaction beyond that so far.

Things will change, and soon, because the state they are in is an unstable one. Either Buffy or Spike -- or both -- will soon crack under the strain. Then, if more of a relationship forms, does Buffy try to hide it? What happens when her friends -- when Angel -- find out?

(Just hope I can see the next episode ...!)
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[> [> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- Liq, 13:57:09 11/15/01 Thu

You pretty much stated exactly what I am thinking Rowan, and far more eloquently. I would prefer to see growth of the relationship until it blooms into a full-fledged "soulmate"-type of friendship that only includes romance as long as Buffy acknowledges feelings for Spike. I believe he deserves that much now, and even more so if his arc continues in the manner that I believe it will.

Spike is an excellent characterization so I'm pretty happy with any storyline that allows the character to grow logically and consistently.
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[> [> [> [> And another thing.... -- rowan, 16:31:19 11/15/01 Thu

I know I'm taking us down a different path with this reply, but another thing that is going to start bothering me if it isn't resolved before winter rerun hell is Buffy's emotional state.

(BTW -- mark your calendars on 11/27 for Wrecked, because it's going to be a long time before the next new ep airs. 6.11 is filming now and 6.12 in due to air in late January according to postings at the Bronze today).

Buffy starting shutting down emotionally in S4. We saw that theme come to fruition (Ack! Riley) in S5. We had a resolution of sorts when Buffy felt her moment of clarity and love in The Gift. Now we're back to having Pod!Buffy, totally detached from everyone (except Spike, apparently, and even that isn't looking particularly healthy right now). I saw the scary return of Catatonic!Buffy from WOTW in TR.

ME needs to get a grip on this. I know they love pain, but viewers do invest in characters emotionally. Whatever themes they are trying to explore can't be done in such a brutal fashion that they alienate the viewers from everything they love about a character. Watching Buffy kiss Spike one minute and beat on him the next is only bearable if it is step in her healing, not her further emotional and mental deterioration. Watching Buffy ignore Dawn is only bearable in the same light. ME, you should have left her dead if you're going to keep piling crap on her.

This is supposed to be a feminist show. Are we now exploring hatred of women as a theme? Buffy gets no family (Joyce and Giles gone), no friends (Scoobies disintegrating everywhere), and no sexual/romantic relationship (no Angel, no Riley, Spike being kissed/kicked alternately). Yet she saves the world on a regular basis. I know life isn't always fair...but does the vision have to be brutal as well?

rowan
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: And another thing.... -- Dariel, 21:15:21 11/15/01 Thu

Watching Buffy kiss Spike one minute and beat on him the next is only bearable if it is step in her healing, not her further emotional and mental deterioration. Watching Buffy ignore Dawn is only bearable in the same light. ME, you should have left her dead if you're going to keep piling crap on her.

I'm with you, Rowan. Buffy needs a break from all of this angst, and so do we. This may be a fantasy show, but they're pushing the envelope here. In the realverse, all of the crap plus now Giles' departure would precipitate a breakdown. (Although next week's previews look like Buffy may be having just that.)
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Re: And another thing.... -- rowan, 05:33:39 11/16/01 Fri

Yes, good point about next week's breakdown. Perhaps the *emotional turning point* that SMG promised us in the musical finally bears fruit next week. Just in time.
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[> [> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- o, 07:38:08 11/16/01 Fri

i can't really add anything to the discussion, seeing as how you guys have made such excellent points. love the kick/kiss shelf life comment ! so true... but one thing does stick out in my brain - the perfect spike/buffy theme song for this point in their relationship... 'you spurn my natural emotions / you make me feel like dirt, and i'm hurt... and if i start a commotion / i run the rick of losing you, and that's worse... ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't've ?' -courtesy of the buzzcocks, 'ever fallen in love'

sigh. just decide, darn it ! ;)
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[> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- purplegrrl, 12:45:07 11/15/01 Thu

(Hmmm, need to watch OMWF again.)

On another Hmmm: Could it be that Spike just got so caught up in singing and swaggering that he wasn't paying attention where he was going?? I've been known to get caught up in thinking about something that I miss my turnoff or go past the store I wanted to go to. Or could it be a device of movie musicals (I'm thinking "West Side Story" only because most of the action takes place on the streets, but don't remember anything specific)??

Either way, I don't think it was a plot hole. There is probably sort of meaning there -- whether sublime or inane. Now whether we see it or understand the subtext is a whole 'nother story. :-)
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[> [> Re: Dead ends (spoilers for OMWF) -- Aquitaine, 12:51:04 11/15/01 Thu

Pure speculation here: As Spike sings "Walk through the Fire", he hits (maybe) a brick wall. Maybe Spike won't get burned?

Just a thought.

- Aquitaine
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[> [> [> [> Re: Nah, Spike's a true survivor. I think he'll come out of this uncharred ;p -- Aquitaine, 08:57:21 11/16/01 Fri


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[> [> [> [> [> Agree -- Nina, 09:40:08 11/16/01 Fri

We have two instances when Spike "jumps" and falls on a dead end. First as stated in this thread we have the "dead end" scene of OMWF, but in TB we also have Spike jumping on the counter, falling from it in a dead end (behind the counter there's no exit) and both times he faces the dead end and ends up helping Buffy!

If that's not telling I don't know what is. I don't know a lot of human beings that are not tested in their lives. It is hard to be tested and get it right the first time. We all slip. It's our human nature. We aren't perfect. I certainely think that Spike will do something bad, and very soon, but I think he'll rise above it.... just when we will all be hopeless for him to do so...... of course that's for the unspoiled viewers! Those who know won't have our fear! ;)
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I just realized something! (speculation for the whole dang show) -- vandalia, 13:59:11 11/15/01 Thu

I was just rereading the shooting script for Restless (http://www.psyche.kn-bremen.de/shooting/restless2.html) and it hit me. Consider this exchange:

Buffy is in the desert, face to face finally with the Primitive. The Primitive is using Tara to talk to Buffy.

Buffy (to the Primitive): Why do you follow me?

Tara (speaking for Primitive): I don't.

Buffy: Where are my friends?

Tara: You're asking the wrong questions.

Buffy: (calm anger) Make her _speak_.

Tara: I have no speech. No name. I live in the action of death. The bloodcry, the penetrating wound. I am destruction. Absolute. Alone.

Buffy: (realizing) The Slayer.

Tara: The first.

Then, later:

Giles:

Somehow, our joining with Buffy and invoking the essence of the Slayer's power was an affront to the source of that power.

And finally, Tara (to Buffy, in her bedroom): You think you know. What's to come, what you are... You really have no idea.

Now, I ask you to think way back in Season 3, Amends.

Giles: Buffy. Take a look. These letters contain references to an ancient power known as the First.

Buffy: The First? The first what?

Giles: Evil. Absolute evil, older than man, than demons -- very few have heard of it, fewer believe in it. But it is a force that transcends all realities, all dimensions, and if focused, could have had the power to bring Angel back.

The Primitive does not identify itself as a Slayer. It identifies itself as The First. Buffy supplies the First _Slayer_ bit. The Primitive just doesn't correct her. Everyone is assuming the Primitive is the first Slayer. What is the first is actually The First? What if _this_ is where the source of Buffy's power comes from? It would certainly back up Tara's assertion that Buffy has no idea what she is, what's to come. It would certainly explain why there's been increasing progression from the black and white world of season 1 to the gray that it is today. It would even explain why Buffy needs to accept Spike. Because her power and his (and all vampires) comes from the same source: the First Evil. Consider what Dracula tells her in Buffy vs. Dracula in S5:

Dracula: I came to meet the renowned killer.

Buffy: I prefer the term "Slayer." "Killer" just sounds so...

Dracula: Naked?

Buffy: Like I paint clowns or something. I'm the good guy, remember?

Dracula: Come now. You can't deny your history.

Buffy: Whan do you mean, history? I hail from a long line of white hats, period.

Dracula: Perhaps. But your power is rooted in darkness. You must feel it.

And later, he echoes the words of the First:

Dracula: Do you know why you can't resist?

Buffy: 'Cause your famous?

Dracula: Because you do not want to.

Buffy: My friends are --

Dracula: They're here. They will not find us. We are alone. Always...alone.

There is so much I have to teach you. About your history, your power... What your body is capable of...

And later:

Dracula: All these years, fighting us - your power so near to our own - and you've never once wanted to know what it is we fight for? Never even a taste?

Buffy: I'm not hungry.

Dracula: No. Your craving goes deeper than that. You think you know. What you are, what's to come... you haven't even begun.

Buffy drinks.

Dracula: Find it.. the darkness...Find your true nature.

FLASH: A series of images, rapid fire -- hunting, blood going through veins, finally the face of the Primitive and an explosion of white --

Dracula: You cannot run from your darkness.

She defeats him this time, but the darkness is still there. He always comes back, Buffy herself acknowledges this.

Buffy's powers come from the darkness of the First. When she discovers this, it may well be devastating.

(note: extreme off-the-wall speculation ahead)

Perhaps the Watcher's Council has gotten it all wrong all along. Buffy's power comes from darkness. Evil. The First. Yet she's sent out to kill vampires. In season 1, this was okay, because all vampires were evil. Except Angel. Buffy inspired Angel to want to do something to atone for his sins by her mere presence. He fell in love with her. She forgave him, even after he turned evil again and killed Jenny Calendar and terrorized her and her friends. Now he still fights the good fight, even while away from her. Spike, another vampire, this one without a soul, merely a chip to prevent him from hurting humans. He too falls for the Slayer, and is trying to change himself for her. Vampires are not so black and white after all.

Now, imagine the Slayer herself finding out that her whole existence has been a lie. The Council has had it all wrong for centuries. Buffy isn't supposed to be a Vampire _Slayer_, she's supposed to be a Vampire _Savior_. She wasn't put on this earth to kill them, but redeem them. In order that she be able to identify with them/meet them on equal footing, she's given her powers through The First (evil) the same source as that of the vampires. But the First twists this by making it seem like she's been given these powers to destroy. Thus the council is born and the Slayer's original role corrupted.

Imagine Buffy's reaction to such a revelation. All this time she's been killing beings that she should have been saving. She has been a killer, a murderer. Those vampires were people once, and could have been again had she known her true mission. All of a sudden she's the bad guy, the one with hundreds of deaths on her conscience, the one who's killed with a 'song in her heart.'

I always found it rather... incongruous that they'd only mention the First once and never bring it up again. But if the First is very, very subtle, and they wanted us to forget about its existence...

So, am I nuts or do I have something here?
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[> Amazing! Speechless! Amazing. You amazing... me speechless! :) -- Nina, 14:20:27 11/15/01 Thu

Oh my god what a wonderful way to put this. You said what I was thinking, but you went a lot farther than I ever dreamed of.

Maybe *that* is why Buffy is not feeling well with her "killing" persona. She feels it has to be about something else! She has never loved the fact that she had to kill and kill and slay night after night. In Intervention she said something like: I can kill until the cows come home than I can kill the cows" (I know it's not the right quote). Then the First says to her that she is full of love, that her love is brighter than the fire.

Maybe the real reason there are slayers, is not to slay but to love and love so much that they can redeem the vampires (me just love that idea!!!!!!!). That they can help them. And Spike would be the first vamp she ever saved!

Very interesting indeed. Have to think about it all. But I absolutely love your speculations! :)
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[> [> Just had to say it again! -- Nina, 14:39:15 11/15/01 Thu

Just brilliant!!!!!!!

Consider this exchange in Restless:

Buffy: (realizing) The Slayer.

Tara: The first.

As you say we all assume that Tara meant The first slayer. Completing Buffy's sentence. But what if she didn't. What if she corrected Buffy "not the Slayer, BUT the first. Just The First".

It really explain both Riley's comment (Restless) and Dracula's comment about Buffy being a killer. She's been killing while she was supposed to be a Joan of Arc. She was supposed to save the one that were persecuted!

Oh God I'm so loving this. If it isn't where ME is going I will be so, so disppointed. Vandalia you changed my whole vision of the show. Thank you. I knew there was a reason why I loved Buffy so much. :) I am in heaven right now!
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[> [> [> Don't mean to look like a "daft gnat", but what is "ME"?!?! -- RabidHarpy, 15:10:44 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> Re: Don't mean to look like a "daft gnat", but what is "ME"?!?! -- vandalia, 15:12:43 11/15/01 Thu

ME=Mutant Enemy (Joss's production company)

And thank you both!
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[> [> [> [> Re: Don't mean to look like a "daft gnat", but what is "ME"?!?! -- Nina, 15:35:48 11/15/01 Thu

"daft gnat"? You are not! You are gutsy enough to ask what you don't know. In my book that's "intelligent"! :)

ME is meant for Mutant Enemy. It's a way to simplify things when we refer to Joss and the writing team (and head ex-producers I guess too)
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[> [> Re: Amazing! Speechless! Amazing. You amazing... me speechless! :) -- sl, 17:54:27 11/15/01 Thu

omg,that would be so great, if she found all this out on the last episodes on the series.
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[> [> [> Not so late! Please!!!! -- Nina, 18:19:02 11/15/01 Thu

If it were to be true, I want to see the consequences. It would be a perfect clifhanger for season 6 or for February sweeps. Maybe not that soon though.

If I go back to the Buffy analysis I made during the summer, it seems to me that Buffy is following the 5 stages of grief in her experience as a Slayer:

Season one: Denial Season two: Anger Season three: Bargaining 1 Season four: Bargaining 2 Season 5: Depression 1 Season 6: So far it looks like Depression 2 Season 7: Should be Acceptance

Acceptance of her new role? That would be fantastic! It would end the series very well. But I really don't want them to throw that wonderful notion at us and say:"well folks that's it. We're through.... see you all with Dawn the Vampire Slayer".. GRRRRRRRRRRR! :( That'd be bad, bad, bad!
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[> WOW! Terrific rant! -- RabidHarpy, 14:38:32 11/15/01 Thu

"All of a sudden she's the bad guy, the one with hundreds of deaths on her conscience, the one who's killed with a 'song in her heart."

...this would be the one thing that would help her identify with Angel 100% - WHOA! And I mean that "WHOA" in an awe-inspired-think-of-the-consequences-type way! What a SPECTACULAR realm of thought!

Thank you for sharing! (What fabulous possibilities this would trigger... and certainly, seeing as Buffy is superior to all Slayers thus far, this would explain why the PTB have allowed not only Angel, but Buffy herself, to return!)
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[> [> Re: WOW! Terrific rant! -- gds, 19:45:13 11/15/01 Thu

That's what struck me about this idea. Before his noir period Angel thought of his mission as saving souls. That's why he put such effort into Faith. He did plenty of killing, but that wasn't the goal. He didn't patrol to see what he could kill (or in Dracula's word - "hunt"). He not only tolerated an assortment of demons, he actually helped them - e.g. the gladiator slaves.

I had gotten the impression that Angel was there to help save Buffy physically while she saved him spiritually. Maybe this proposition is in fact backward. He was living a skid-row homeless life before he saw Buffy. He wasn't physically fit, let alone a fighting force. His attraction to Buffy revived, if not saved, him physically. Their love was what made Buffy aware that demons were not all the same. Once you recognize that there is one exception to a rule, you open your mind to the possibilities of others. As time passed she became willing to make alliances with them and to tolerate those that seemed to pose no threat. She has out-grown the childish, simplistic boogeyman paranoia that made the 1st & 2nd year episodes less mature (but still better than the other shows on TV) than the later episodes. It may be that Angel is a sort of spirit guide for her.

Currently they are out of sync because he has passed through his spiritual crisis and is now in a brighter light than he has ever known, in fact he is getting almost happy. She is in the midst of her spiritual crisis and it looks like a less advanced Angel substitute is what can get thru to her now.
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[> Another possibility -- change, 16:21:55 11/15/01 Thu

Another possibility is that the CoW does know that Buffy's power comes from the First, and that the First intended her to be an instrument of evil. Slayers seem to just develop their powers without any knowledge that they are suppose to fight vampires. Fighting vampires is something that is taught to them by their watchers. It may be that slayers become killers if they don't have a watcher to mold them into warriors for good. For example, Faith turned to evil even though she had a watcher.

Suppose a group of wizards realized that a line of teenage girls developed fighting powers and eventually tended towards evil if left to their own. Suppose they figured out a way of determining who the next girl to become a slayer would be. They could have intervened by teaching her to use her powers to fight evil. Eventually, they invent the mythology about being chosen as a vampire slayer as a way of making the girl more willing to accept her role as a warrier for good. The CoW may not even tell the whole truth to the slayer's watcher to help keep the secret.

In this case, the slayers really are killers as Dracula says. The craving that Dracula talks about may be a natural tendency towards evil (although apparently a weak one) implanted by the First. Slayers may have just been made into something else by the CoW.

I actually like your theory better. I think it has better possibilities as far as a story, but I just wanted to throw this out as another possibility.
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[> [> This has potential too and would also work in the context of what's happened so far (NT) -- vandalia, 20:57:19 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> Re: Another possibility -- RabidHarpy, 08:01:40 11/16/01 Fri

This could also explain why Giles is so adamant about leaving Buffy - he realizes that she is unique to the other Slayers and since the PTB have allowed her to return a second time, perhaps his own personal beliefs suggest to him that there is more to her calling and that now may be the right time-frame for the world to discover it? Perhaps he feels (or knows) that there is some earth-shaking "event" looming on the horizon which requires that the Slayer must be reconciled with her true origins?

Just a thought - if the Watchers Council did know about the Slayers predisposition to "evil", this would certainly explain why they try to find and train them at such a young, impressionable age. It is certainly easier to mold a 15 year old than a 22 year old. In the same vein, has the WC ever had to "eliminate" a Slayer who became self-aware of their ties to the "First" (evil)? This would certainly explain why none of the Slayers live past a certain age, and the early 20s (college age) is more of a growing up/settling/self aware/independent age...

Interesting!
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[> [> [> Re: Another possibility -- Jen C., 08:48:52 11/16/01 Fri

I've always suspected that the CoW has something to do with the fact that no slayer has passed the age of 25...it's just too tidy.
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[> *speechless* ... in total shock, awe, and dammit, I think you're onto something! -- Solitude1056, 17:39:32 11/15/01 Thu


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[> Wonderful spec, but one possible problem... -- WillowFan, 17:48:25 11/15/01 Thu

I love your idea of Buffy (or The First, in general) being the "Vampire Savior" instead of automatically the "Vampire Slayer." This idea is just so beautiful and bittersweet and poetic that I really hope any BtVS writers lurking in this message board gives this idea some serious thought.

However, there is a slight problem. The only way Buffy has been able to "save" vampires so far is by being romantically involved with them. She hasn't been able to "save" any vampires without romantic interest, or any female vampires, so far...and that includes the evil Willow Doppelganger. In addition, she can only have one romantic relationship at a time, which isn't very promising for saving thousands of vampires...unless she becomes really promiscuous and turns into Buffy the Vampire Slut...well, that ain't gonna happen, despite the fact that sluts are probably more welcome on UPN than they are on the WB.

Still, I like this idea, even though I have trouble imagining the transition from Slayer to Saviour outside of a rare, romantic context.
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[> [> Re: But it could be... -- Wisewoman, 18:09:39 11/15/01 Thu

I dunno, I think this theory could account for vampires being drawn to Buffy romantically...they possibly sense something about her metamission on a subliminal level, and translate it into a romantic obsession.

Just a thought...

;o)
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[> [> [> Good thought. -- WillowFan, 21:06:34 11/15/01 Thu

Makes sense.

Hey, wouldn't it be cool if a female vamp got a crush on her? If that happened, would viewers complain that the show got "too gay" or whatever?
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[> [> Re: Wonderful spec, but one possible problem... -- vandalia, 22:13:26 11/15/01 Thu

"However, there is a slight problem. The only way Buffy has been able to "save" vampires so far is by being romantically involved with them."

If you'd said 'through love' I think you'd be closer. Buffy wasn't romantically involved with Spike until this season yet his feelings for her are what have led to his being on the road to redemption, not her love, as he doesn't have it (yet).

Buffy has a serious blind spot, lovingly cultivated by the Watchers, when it comes to vampires. Vampires are evil. The only caveat she allows herself right now is 'unless they have a soul.' This is why Spike troubles her so much. He seriously threatens her entire existence as she knows it if it turns out that even vampires without souls, if properly motivated, can actively choose to 'do good.' Now, if she really is the Jesus figure of the show (and the Christ analogies run rampant, from Giles being stabbed with the spear in the side to Spike's hands being wounded by the sword in Spiral to Buffy's crucifixion pose as she jumps into the portal in 'The Gift') then this means that it is through love that she will save the world. There are many different kinds of love, and the words most commonly used in defining which love is which are the Greek:

Eros, or romantic (sexual) love Agape, or divine love, and philos, or brotherly love.

Regular humans confuse the three all the time, it should be no wonder that vampires do the same thing, since many people find it inconcievable that a Slayer could love a vampire. So perhaps it is through Buffy's agape that vampires in general can be saved, _if_ she allows herself to love enough to 'risk the pain.' As the Spirit Guide said, she is full of love, and it does burn brighter than the fire (passion, eros?)
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[> [> Re: Wonderful spec, but one possible problem... -- RH, 08:06:20 11/16/01 Fri

"...unless she becomes really promiscuous and turns into Buffy the Vampire Slut...

Or like Phoebe's (from "Friends") porn-star sister - the "Vampire Layer" - LOL!
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[> [> [> Oh, boy! -- WillowFan, 23:24:54 11/16/01 Fri

You're worse than I.
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[> Re: I just realized something! (speculation for the whole dang show) -- Calluna, 18:18:23 11/15/01 Thu

Interesting idea. I had somewhat the same idea, but in another form. When Buffy went on her "vision quest" she was told the death was her gift. Now, before the whole, "Save Dawn by sacrificing yourself" thing came along, it occured to me theat the "First", actually meant that when Buffy slayed a vampire, she was releasing the damned soul of the human who had been turned. Therefore, death was her gift to the people who had been turned into the vampires.
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[> [> What about a late night broadcast? Buffy the Vampire Lover? -- Nina, 18:27:52 11/15/01 Thu

I don't think that all the vampires have to fall in love with Buffy to be "saved". Maybe there's another way. A bit like if Jesus had been killing the bad guys since he was 15 and suddenly realized he had another purpose in life... love, give and forgive those bad guys!

I have no idea how they can pull it off and not complety destroy the vampire mythology they have created, but it would really be a great twist. Maybe with a title like "Buffy: The vampire Lover" UPN would get even more audience? ;)
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[> [> [> Re: What about a late night broadcast? Buffy the Vampire Lover? -- DEN, 18:53:26 11/15/01 Thu

Or with that title they'd get viewers looking for a porn flick!
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[> [> [> [> That was supposed to be the joke... but I'm bad at jokes! :( -- Nina, 19:03:39 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> [> [> Re: That was supposed to be the joke... but I'm bad at jokes! :( -- DEN, 19:54:14 11/15/01 Thu

It's not that you're bad at jokes--it's that I have a heavy-handed sense of humor! Sorry !
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[> [> remember the line from "dracula"? -- anom, 19:02:01 11/17/01 Sat

The movie, that is (Bela Lugosi version). Not having had time to reread the book, I don't know if it occurs there too. Dracula says, "To be truly dead...it must be...glorious!" A glorious gift to the people the vampires originally were.
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[> Re: I just realized something! (speculation for the whole dang show) -- DEN, 18:49:16 11/15/01 Thu

The line of reasoning in this thread's original post sems to me highly questionable. " I refer especially to the thesis (BTW masterfully reasoned and presented)that Slayers are instead Redeemers whose true role has been perverted. I begin with Einstein's aphorism that God does not play dice with the universe. Neither does Joss. In both series combined, he has shown us precisely two vampires on amy kind of redemption journey--and how much pulling, hauling, and angst has THAT taken? None--none--of the rest, from jesse to Vampwillow to Gunn;s sister, have demonstrated even the slightest interest in being "saved." A Slayer attempting such a task would have an even shorter career than the current expectations. In "Lie to Me" Joss goes even further, and specifically denies the Anne Rice model of vampires as "the lonely ones," misunderstood and isolated outcasts.

It is certainly true that the Jossverse does not incorporate a simple black/white dichotomy. At the same time, however, it has not argued that everything is gray. On the contrary, the Buffy/Angel world consistently affirms the existence of evil in every conceivable form. For us it is in many ways preferable to deny evil's existence, to process it as good that is somehow unrealized. That, however, is not the show's approach--and it has certain risks in the Realverse as well. Auschwitz in not best dealt with by treating its guards and administrators as having lost their path to the Light!
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[> [> Re: Actually, it might have been. -- WW, 19:30:23 11/15/01 Thu


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[> [> [> Re: Actually, it might have been. -- DEN, 19:51:53 11/15/01 Thu

I think I take your point. But can such situations (and people) be turned back towards the light by persuasion and example alone? In a deeper context, does evil exist? an humans (or other sentient entities, vampires and demons)serve its cause either objectively or consciously? What happens when for any reason persuasion and example are met with oppression and violence? Had the Nazis ruled India, their response to Gandhi would have been a bullet in his ear.That was the stuff of routine in the Naziverse. What then?
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[> [> Any other vampires with saving grace? -- vandalia, 19:57:07 11/15/01 Thu

Well, thank you for the compliment, backhanded though it may be. ;) Using Einstein to argue Joss' (an admitted athiest) universe isn't going to get you many points, as I look at Einstein's stubborn refusal to accept the idea that not only does God play dice with the universe, sometimes he throws them where he can't see them, to be one of the (admittedly brilliant) man's only failings.

As far as none of the rest of the vampires showing any hint at redemption, I beg to differ. Harmony was one notable example, when she went to Cordelia on Angel. Granted, she failed, but she did try to become one of the good guys. Additionally, the house of vampire lovin' that Riley visits is notable for its vampires that do NOT kill people, but rather serve as a kind of drug house for vampire blood. Giles noted that this arrangement was hardly unique to this particular case, and one of Buffy's most questionable acts was when she torches the house, against even Giles' wishes, as he feels there are a lot more dangerous evils out there than vampires who don't kill anyone.

I don't believe anyone is denying evil's existence by suggesting that vampires are salvagable any more than Jesus was denying sins' existence by hanging out with tax collectors and whores. And there is an old Usenet nugget of wisdom that states that whenever someone mentions Nazis or Hitler in a thread, that thread has immediately reached the point of uselessness. ;) I hope this isn't the case, and I hope I've addressed some of your concerns adequately.
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[> [> [> Re: Any other vampires with saving grace? -- DEn, 20:56:50 11/15/01 Thu

Very much so--thanks for your courtesy. I will nowever continue to play the "Nazi" card despite my awareness that it's considered a cheap shot. On the web, in a class, or over drinks, I nevertheless find it useful in addressing issues of evil and resistance.
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[> [> [> [> Re: Any other vampires with saving grace? -- vandalia, 22:01:02 11/15/01 Thu

The Nazis were one example of a problem created by those who should have known better. Had the Allies of the First World War not felt the need to 'punish' the 'evil Germans' for their role in the war by severe economic sanctions and reparations demands, their economy may not have gone into the tailspin it did and the formenting of discontent that led to the rise of an unemployed housepainter to a position of such authority may never have occured. I will grant you, many other factors influenced the Second World War, but you will notice the implementation of the Marshall Plan at the end of it, which could basically be construed as a tacit acknowledgement of how badly treating the Germans so punitively turned out. The Marshall Plan also worked, very well. So, while I agree that by the time the Nazis were in power and invading Poland, the only way to stop them was by force, they may well never have come to power at all had they not been 'demonized' by the rest of the world for their part in creating the atrocity that was World War I (which really was not their fault, especially not in the way that WWII was).

In short, your Nazi analogy helps bolster my argument that the Slayer is meant to save vampires before they learn to be evil (and it does indeed seem to be a learned response if we go by Spike's reaction to his realization that he's a vampire in TR). This doesn't mean that she sits around singing 'Kum By Ya' while the vampires slaughter her; on the contrary, her power may well have been given to her to enable her to survive encounters with the already evilly-inclined and to make sure that she was not just another snack. However just because she has the ability to kill them does not mean that that is her purpose.
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[> [> [> [> [> Re: Vampires and Nazis -- Carmina, 23:31:04 11/15/01 Thu

I really have to respond to this. Contrary to popular belief, the 'punishment' for post WWII germany was much more severe then that dictated by the treaty of Versailles after WWI. The 'unreasonable sanctions' idea was a fascist propaganda tool used by those who took advantage of a crummy world economy that had hit Germany with a particular force.

Although, even if this had been true, that the Versailles treaty crippled Germany economically, would what happened be any kind of rational response to those sanctions?

Anyway, to address the primary concept of redemption, vampires, and the first evil, I find the idea intriguing. My brother mentioned to me he thought the first evil would be a good big bad. Look what it did to angel. What if it told buffy she was destroying those she was meant to save. We know that Ms. Calendar can be quite convincing. Whether or not that assertion was true, it would be an issue full of fireworks.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> Reparations -- Rahael, 08:09:06 11/16/01 Fri

I'm sure there are those on the board more knowledgeable about this area of history, but in my view the problem with the reparations was not that it was crippling and punitive per se, but that it was perceived widely as such (by most except the French). The propaganda was successful. THis was why Hitler got as far as he did before anyone objected, and this was why Chamberlains 'peace in our time' treaty was so important - when Hitler broke that everyone knew he had more on his mind than restoring the balance of power pre Versailles.

Going back to Buffy, I'm not sure the German analogy helps. We are meant to regard the demon world as fully complex, as varied (ethnically, culturally etc) as the human world, as demonstrated by Angel. In which case it is a mirror of the human world, rather than a interactive separate world with seperate historical agents.
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[> [> [> I don't think Harmony has any grace -- Traveler, 22:35:39 11/15/01 Thu

IMHO, Harmony's journey to redemption was never real, but more like a passing fad that she quickly lost interest in.

The vampire whores might not have been killers, but that doesn't necessarily make them redeemable either.
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[> [> [> [> Vampire ho -- Della, 03:26:30 11/16/01 Fri

>>The vampire whores might not have been killers, but that doesn't necessarily make them redeemable either.

If they didn't kill, what should they be redeem of ? *Being* vampires ? I don't think you can *be* evil, only actions can be that
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[> This deserves better than a 'hummmm...' , it's at least an 'oooooo...' -- OnM, 20:47:06 11/15/01 Thu

Nonetheless, I think there is a key flaw here somewhere, but it is only something I just sense at this point, I'll have to study the whole thing more carefully to be certain (or not).

I can accept a theory that Buffy and the previous Slayers were originally intended to save vamps, not slay them, but how does that make her a 'murderer'? Not to other humans, she isn't. Are you saying 'murderer' from the perspective of the vamps?

Nice work, though. You may be nuts, but 'tis a fine madness'.

:)
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[> [> Re: This deserves better than a 'hummmm...' , it's at least an 'oooooo...' -- vandalia, 21:45:51 11/15/01 Thu

"I can accept a theory that Buffy and the previous Slayers were originally intended to save vamps, not slay them, but how does that make her a 'murderer'? Not to other humans, she isn't. Are you saying 'murderer' from the perspective of the vamps?"

If you kill a murderer, are you not still a murderer yourself? The definition of murder is 'The unlawful killing of one human by another.' There are no caveats (except for the State in certain states in the U.S. for example). Justifiable homicide might be argued, but is it justifiable to kill a newborn on the off-chance that it might become a murderer someday? And if vampires are people too (or at least sentient beings with a choice between right and wrong) then I would consider killing them without judging them on a case-by-case basis and/or seeing how they turn out before actually passing judgement on them to be murder. In either case, its a very very slippery slope, and could well justify Buffy feeling extreme guilt over her cavalier dispatching of hundreds of vampires over the years, whether or not she was 'just following orders.'
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[> [> [> The murder issue... -- Wisewoman, 22:09:03 11/15/01 Thu

"The definition of murder is 'The unlawful killing of one human by another.' "

That's it, in a nutshell. Vampires don't murder human beings, they prey on them. They can't commit "murder" because they are not human. In the same way, Buffy (or any human) cannot murder a vampire. She can hunt and slay them, but it isn't murder.

If we extend the definition to sentient beings in general then a good case can be made for cetaceans, as an example. I'm not saying that it would be a bad thing to consider whaling murder, just that it isn't covered by the definition as it now stands.

;o)
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[> [> [> [> Good point, but.... -- vandalia, 22:23:36 11/15/01 Thu

I still think she'd feel guilty about what she'd done (re: killing creatures that may not have 'needed killing' as they say in Texas).

Or, she could defiantly claim not to feel bad about what she'd done, as she acted appropriately with what knowledge she'd had at the time. Which puts her in the exact same boat as the unrepentant Spike.
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[> [> [> [> Re: The murder issue... -- Cleanthes, 09:10:57 11/17/01 Sat

The full definition of murder includes, in addition to "The unlawful killing of one human by another" the element of "malice aforethought".

Here's the definition of murder from Black's Law Dictionary: "The unlawful killing of a human being by another with malice aforethought, either express or implied."

Black's includes a list of other formulations, one of the older of which runs: "When a person of so